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#the sun is so blue and sharp. it tears an unholy whine from the poor buzzing insect that i am
trashcanalienist
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#you could never understand
#born into the grave? i was torn from it
#i want to return to safe darkness and silence and the gentle whisper of my friends beside me
#if everyone is born from the past as i assume they have to be for why should i presume to be special...then it's just they all forget
#and i remember. few others like me. most of those don't last very long before they return themselves to where we are supposed to still be
#resting. no horrible disturbance.
#the sun is so blue and sharp. it tears an unholy whine from the poor buzzing insect that i am
#it is summer now and always summer makes me sleepy. warmth like i remember. but i cannot rest because like playful cat i want to watch the
#dancing blue shadows spin and rustle across white concrete
#i want to fill the glass hollows of my eyes with green leaves and blue sky and perfect cool water rush over my skin
#my fevered hateful skin.
#i cannot stand to hear all this noise
#i don't want to see all this human filth
#i want to feel the decency and calm and peace that i never have been able to feel in this horrible living existence
#once i was a gentle creature. now i howl and cry
#i could bear it once. i cannot bear it any more. there is nothing to keep me here any longer.
#i want to be in the soft safety of where i used to be for centuries millennia dreaming and musing
#i want to be gone from here this awful unbearable unlivable life
#i want to be where joey is. wherever.
#i am so tired catatonic animal. take this away from me. you can have it. i don't want it.
#tear it all down
#words i speak
#nonsense
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