#the thing about sandy neuman is she's sooooo flawed but in a way that is just like me (conflict avoidance and over/undersharing)

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#ANDREW!!!!!!!!!!!!! #ANYWAYS. fucking hate the medical system. hate being mentally ill. hate being disabled. hate this life. #but at LEAST my parasocial bway besties are making good music #[everything is falling apart] [five minutes later] omg musical theatre #deleting so many tags because i have so much to say but i can't because of the [redacted] of it all #going to try and go for a walk and listen to music and try not to go insane #i love simultaneously oversharing and being a man of mystery. i am everything and nothing and so so special. #evening plans: walk. music. dinner. try and do a little creative work. sleep. #i have planned social things for the weekend so i am NOT isolating myself #i am doing all of the things i have been told to do to get better AND YET!!!!!!!!!! #it will be okay. at least i'm at my parents' house for the weekend so i can belt about it #anyways if my paranoia is Correct and my irls are reading this Hello. I Will Explain All Of This Eventually But You Probably Know What's Up #in many ways i am just like alistair fletcher but in many ways i am not. i contain multitudes. #ooh i should try and finish the current episode of my skambr annotations tonight. at this rate i will finish s1 by the end of the summer. #the thing about sandy neuman is she's sooooo flawed but in a way that is just like me (conflict avoidance and over/undersharing) #she would fuck with yellowjackets sooooooooo much. she's a soccer player she's a lesbian she has fucked up girlbestfriendships. #ANYWAYS. if you're still reading this hiiiiiii. going to feel the sun on my vampiric skin now. #Spotify