#then his mom got me a fuckign angel little willow tree thing

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#between trying not to kms and convincing my family that I don’t want to kms I’m fucking exhausted #I didn’t do anything yesterday cause you know first mothers day with a dead baby and all that #but I had to go to my dads house while my husband went to see his grandma with his mom out of town #all I wanted to do was lay in bed and read ot watch TikTok’s like… I wasn’t gonna do anything #and when I asked to go home my dad was like are you sure you want to be alone? like… yes #I liked hanging out and we watched psych like it was just a normal day but #I also wanted some time to myself #he brought me home but didn’t leave till c got home #then his mom got me a fuckign angel little willow tree thing #I know shes trying to be nice but I don’t want anything angel or Jesus related #and if god is real then he isn’t good #if god was good he wouldn’t have killed my baby