#there was a cramps themed night at a goth club a couple months ago and i wanted to go SOOO FUCKING BAADDDDDDDDDD but i DIDNT. because

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there's a darkwave/goth/post punk music night at a coffee shop i like next month..... i wanna go real bad but i always chicken out of going to goth events cuz im like . i feel like a DORK i feel like a POSER i feel like a CREEP im a WEIRDO waddahell am i doing here?????

#but the music is so good dude i just wanna go dance 2 the music............. #i keep running into the dilemma of like. should i dress? goth? i want to! but i feel stupid going out like that because i feel like #everyone's gonna look at me and go wowwwwww..... look who's trying to join the party.. rolling my eyes at you #BUT I LIKE IT SO MUCH. but i dont have a whole lot of clothes. that would be good for that. #but then i dont wanna show up in my like. cargo pants small shirt crunchy guy clothes either cuz then i feel like #oh who's this guy. what's he doing here. why's he at the darkwave goth post punk night. #<- he has an anxiety disorder #there was a cramps themed night at a goth club a couple months ago and i wanted to go SOOO FUCKING BAADDDDDDDDDD but i DIDNT. because #i got SCAWED. #but then when i did my little edward scissorhands knockoff moment the other night i was like fuckkkkkk i want to look like this all the tim #if anyone would like to weigh in on this. i would appreciate some input. love u <3