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#there’s this dumb (self-inflicted 💀) stressor that’s been Haunting me for over a year
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#there’s this dumb (self-inflicted 💀) stressor that’s been Haunting me for over a year
#I’ve been nearly non-verbal from it for the past six weeks
#will be Forcing myself to face it by Tuesday
#on one hand: nearly sick just thinking about it
#on the other: told myself to think about how nice it’ll be to FINALLY take this weight off my mind
#and nearly threw up/saw stars just thinking about the relief
#realizing just now that there’s a trend in some of the self-sabotage issues/habits I haven’t been able to kick
#I’ve been under some brand of crushing stress for So Long that I. idk what it’s like not to have that
#i think the last time I was genuinely relaxed about something was when I was…….13?
#I’ve cracked so much and so often under stress but it’s also been something that’s holding me together yknow??
#not sustainable nor advisable nor a lot of things
#but I’ve been surviving it so long I. idk what I’d do without it
#not that the stress is going to disappear it’s just going to take a new form
#but the thought of removing this specific piece of stress in this specific shape
#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
#i know it’s the thing that’s been holding me back from a lot of stuff but still
#my demon but also my companion yknow
#oof
#idk what this is just. had to get some thoughts flowing
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