#theres also. smth smth how satoshi understands friendships as forming From violence???

[meistoshi]

sat here after weeks, months even, of devotionposting on zoro's blog, rotating satoshi... make no mistake, just coz satoshi knows more languages than just violence & is far more universally affectionate by no means means that satoshi isn't just as Very Normal about those he cares about. his limits & morals aren't as hard-set as he likes to believe. they'll snap like twigs on behalf of those he loves. satoshi has no object permanence with people & forgets to talk to them on a frequent basis, but if they're next to him he will want nothing more than to glue himself to their side so he doesn't even have to consider that they may want to be around him less than he does them. keeps himself busy with his passions to stave away the clawing Need to be around others, to be with friends. as much needs to disappear into the millionth adventure as stitch himself to a friend in assurance they will not abandon him. is always the first to leave if he can help it, because then he cannot be left. & it's hypocritical & a little cruel & he's always so sure his friends Get It, where seeing familiar hurt reflected at him only serves to confuse him, because it so rarely occurs to him that his presence is missed.

#do you even get it #theres also. smth smth how satoshi understands friendships as forming From violence??? #like he's not love as violence but. he is Friendship as violence. coz the way hes made majority of his oldest friends is Through violence #whether mutual bullying or through fighting or battling...... there has to be a push n pull for satoshi to be invested #as much as he preaches love & peace on planet earth n all that........ he can never properly connect with people that are Too amicable #if he cant argue with someone if they dont push his buttons..... that's an acquaintance at most #''i'd be appalled if i saw you ever try to be a saint; i wouldn't fall for someone i thought couldn't misbehave'' ykno??? #saccharine saturday nears n thus edward must be Real normal bout love <3 #also just. yeah. zoro brain </3 #ooc. pkmn is autistic culture. #study. #yeah i'll tag that