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oholderbbbwc2019 · 5 years

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I decided to transcribe the 10 minutes of audio that I edited for the piece. This meant that I didn’t need to memorize what my family members had said and allowed me to have an auto cue placed under the camera for filming for any parts that I might forget as I went along. Transcribing this meant adding in all the stutters and accents so that i could mouth the audio as accurately as possible.

Dad: I am Carribean British.

GP: White caucasian

Mum:I would say white british

G: Barbadian

GM: Caucasian white

G:It wa a happy childhood yoooou you lots of time to play

GM:I was 5 when the war ended. It was nice in brighton because of the seaside,you couldn’t go on the beach because it was covered in barbed wire,because of the unexploded bombs that they thought might be there.So we didn’t go on the beach probably till i was 8 or 9.I had a nanny that looked after me, she died when I was about 8.They never said that she was leaving or anything I mean it had been like my mother. I didn’t know my mother really. Coz up to 5,the age of 5,1945. She was in London,sort of working and then sh-she was around more after the war ended,but I still Nanny stayed she was really really nice. And then one day Mum said she was going to..Nanny was going home to visit her family and she just never came back. And uh she said to me”Oh nanny’s died and um I’ll be looking after you from now on” and that was a very vivid memory she was the way she said it was like “I don’t want to but I will be, I’ll be looking after you from now on”

GP:We didn’t move uh to brighton until I was 12. It was a good place to gorw up, really.because you had the uh sea by that time the beaches were available and uh I had a a tennis cliub I belonged to

G: Ya’ll got a differnt name for it but...Richard... you not busy are you. Jus a quick question, you know when ya’ll was growing up and you had these little kinda like kinda iron shape things where you trow up in de air you pick up you throw up in the air and pick up the udder. Wa ya call it.JACKS. Well its similar to jacks in Barbados it was uh little pebbles coz we didn’t have jacks at that time.

Mum: I never felt threatened I have to say um I probably grew up in quite a safe environment but looking back it probably would’ve been better to be a little more multicultural and with a more open view it was quite a privileged childhood where I didnt really know much about what else was goin on. It being the 80s there were areas tha-of society that were not so easy to live in but I but my childhood and what I experienced was really pretty easy.

Dad: It was an interesting experience. I grew at a time when there was a lot of adversity to people of colour being here so it was I was first generation born here or 1st..the second generation Afro Carribean sooo I grew in a time where the national front was a really strong party which resulted in a lot of hatred towards black people in general but that manifested in schools and in the way that people generally would perceive you or or deal with you on the streets. The older white generation would look at you as a little black thief.You could very easily see that thats the way that they were looking at you and dealing with you. It was something you felt as opposed to something that you saw. But you were also walking around people that were skinheads and were very openly racist. So you would walk past a street and literally people would spit at you uh or call you a black so and so at will. It was very difficult but it armed you for latter life because you were aware of how people could be.

G:In the west indies as a whole. The elders are very strict with the youngsters you’ve got to be respectful ya kna you couldnt stand in fron of your granmadda or you know and thing and swear or anything like that coz they’ll beat you you’ll get a couple slaps a couple you know.

GPA: I dont remember anything really about any sort of religious practice or even discussion of religion. I think the thing which made it jewish was that one errr cared whether people were jewish or not and most of the errrrf riends my parents had they were they were jewish there were jewish people lived in the road were friendly with them weren’t particulary friendly with anybody else in the road. So you know I have to question now is errr why was the family particularly friendly with other jewish families.When we didnt practice judaism at all and I think that is an interesting question because you know it raises the whole query really of what makes you feel jewish. It was secular and yet it was distinctively jewish.

GMA: They weren’t religious at all my parents.In fact I would say the dominating idea my father had was to assimilate into society because of the terrible things that had happened to the jews in the war. He didn’t want to advertise the fact that we were jewish, and he played bridge a lot at a club and because it was brighton there were a lot of jewish people but I think mmmost of his friends weren’t jewish, but nevertheless in the family there was an i a sort of sort of separation in their minds about people who were jewish and who weren’t. There’s no doubt about it.You know they still thought like jews but they didn’t practice in any way being jews. Except my grandma who used to go to synagogue on sort of important days and fasted once a year on passover. And they used to make a terrible business about the fasting which was ridiculous really. All it meant was missing two meals.(laughs) you’d think it was the end of the world and then they have a big feast afterwards with cold fried fish and chicken soup.

Mum:The areas growing up that are sorsort of common to there being a jewish household is mealtimes and food. Food played a massive part of our lives sooo you know mum was always into cooking and nurturing and that sort of classic jewish mother have another peice of cake have another biscuit. It’s like my friends as kids when the came round they always used to say “ohhh Ilove coming to your mums because she you’d walk in the door from school and she’d say right what can i get you darling. Can I get you hot chocolate?”. People say that Jewish families when they eat they all talk at once and I think that’s probably true. Nobody listens to eachother everybody talks over each other. Bing jewish wasn’t an aspect that came into things except when mum and dad would occasionally say something in errr yiddish,like a wor-they don’t speak yiddish but they’d say some funny word from their childhood.I dont think I even knew I was jewish til I was a teenager.

Dad:My mother became a a a christian as in devout christian around the age of 45 urm so up until then we’d lived in a fairly a a very structured environment but not with th-the kind of biblical presence that manifested urm as we got older. And actually again that was enlightening because you saw someone change so much as in as in my mother you saw her take on take on a belief and that belief really started to empower her. So it was enlightening and valuable to see the power of what belief manifested in in um someone.

Mum: It was very comfortable but with hindsight uh uh I think it a bit of a blinkered view of what life is like if you stay in nice middle class areas you go to school in a nice middle class area all your friends are from nice middle class areas you don't really see what the world’s like but maybe that’s not such a bad thing,maybe if you have the ability to shelter your children from that maybe there’s no rush for them to see that the world is not as comfortable and easy as it is in middle class areas.

Dad: Because you’re neighbours wer-wer-were working class as well we were able to mix cultures and go out and play as groups until up until late hours in the night which was fantastic we had a lot more freedom than children have now. At the same token money was thin on the ground so you look back and realise how thin it was at the time as a child but you didnt feel that you were suffering in the circumstance that you were in. It was it was difficult but not necessarily a difficulty that you saw whilst you were growing.

GPA: uh uh uh I think the strongest memory, the most significant memory I would say in a way which stands out from certainly a time where I was living in brighton uh was about the age of 11 looking in the mirror in those days we had urmmm wash basins in our bedrooms and my bedroom had a wash basin in the corner which I remember very clearly and a mirror over it. And I remember looking in the mirror one day for no apparent reason, not really to sort of see what I look like particularly but a very real question arose as to “who is that?” “Who am i?” because what I seemed to be looking at was a stranger what I seemed to be looking at was not how I felt and that was err that stands out as a quite a memory from childhood.

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