#they were awful bc i was so cringe by default. bc i was 14.

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i'm lucky my obsession with remembering everything peaked from late 2013 - early 2016, bc the phone i had during that time hasn't been able to turn on for years and i'm still in denial about it

#the light doesn't even come on when i charge it #my sister had the same phone at the same time and her one turns on so it's definitely a my phone problem #i got it to turn on once a few years ago? idk when though. it was definitely like in my 20s so at least 4 years ago #or maybe i was 19. idek. 18 even? it was recent enough though #in fact no i really have vibes it was 2021. but it hasn't turned on since #and i swear to god if it ever gets confirmed i've lost everything on there i'm going to die #schrodinger's phone data i guess #but yeah so luckily i made such a big deal of remembering Everything in the first half of my teens bc that's the only time of my life i #can't access #i just wish i could read my notes from when i was 14 though #they were awful bc i was so cringe by default. bc i was 14. #but they were Historical #i remember when i read them a few years ago there was the bit when i was gonna see the who in december 2014 but then it got postponed #bc roger daltrey was ill and it was like 2 days before i was meant to see them and my life was depending on it bc i was already so depresse #and in my notes it was all like ''my mind has reached the absolute bottom my soul has become dark eternally'' or something like that #it wasn't worded like that it was probably like 70% more incoherent bc i basically spoke a different language at that age but still #it was SO good like 14yo what are you actually on about #after i die i'll be able to access it #along with swag and bitter's fully readable tflu blogs and every 60s episode of coronation street available to watch whenever i want #i mean when i die i'll be able to go back to the actual time and witness my 14yo self being Like That #so there's that to look forward to i guess #but anyway #does anyone know anything about an htc wildfire s btw #ramble