#theyre all art related !! so mostly pictures + artists talking abt their techniques

[sanchoyo]

ik i said i wanted to do at least 2-3 personal solo zines this year aside from the one i already put out but im having such a hard time deciding on a topic?? 'random art zine' or 'sketchbook zine' feel too random kadhfkj. and the only thing ive been MEGA into lately have been my own ocs but making a zine with them would feel weird..also very niche lmao

#also i really dont like the idea of putting my silly oc stuff behind paywalls if im being real ajsdkf theyre goobers free to the world #if i didnt need money i wouldnt even consider any of the zines being paid zines #id just make em all free forever bc i rly do just enjoy sharing stuff like that #but alas...the horrors (being poor + severely mentally ill so i need money sometimes for things) agh... #everytime i sell stuff or make some money with comms something happens like i need to buy pet stuff (food or litter or my dogs expensive #flea pills but they NEED those bc ticks and fleas here in the summer are actually SO bad he needs the vet grade tablets to handle them) #so basically my debt isnt necessary getting too much worse which is good! but its also not..improving bc i keep havin to buy necessities #im not buying anything crazy or nyhting just absolute must haves yk..and yet #oh well at least ppl buying the clothes means ill free up a lort of space if nothing else like even if theres no actual..profit HSDKF #theres two boxes worth of clothes haha...it makes me happy to think ppl will wear them tho since im not anymore #ive been very unhappy w my own clothes augh :( i want to be happy wearing things but idk. idk. nothing i have is sparking enough joy lately #ive bene living in pjs...going to public places in pjs... #very out of character for me but god lol my brain lately #i got some more books at the libraby today when i was picking my nephew up tho :) so that made me happy #theyre all art related !! so mostly pictures + artists talking abt their techniques #all landscape related bc i wanna do more complex painted bgs this year and dip my toes into traditional art a lot more. my sister is #actually a great painter so maybe ill ask her for pointers. but then again thats kinda embarrassing so maybe not #sanchoyorambles #BASICALLY YES MORE ZINES ARE MTH I WANT TO DO BUT IDEAS. NOT WORKING RN