#this is relevant because I accidentally made my gf sore af the other night because I used my strong hand not my dexterous hand

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#tag talk #thinking about how I'm too loud too rough too much for so many people #there was a neighborhood yard that all the kids would go to jump on the trampoline and wrestle and I would accidentally hurt other kids #I was too unaware and too unrestrained and weirdly enough I kept on accidentally sinking my teeth into others (genuinely accident no lie) #and. idk. a lot of the scars on my body were deliberate but a lot were accidental. my hands and fingers are covered in slices #bigger ones from the hand saw. smaller ones from my knives. a permanent dent in my calf from a biking accident #I feel like I've always been just a little too much for people and I feel like some kind of animal that was never meant to be kept inside. #I'm sorry for biting too hard I was not created to be friends with something so delicate as you. #do I tag this as therian? I don't think so but now that I've typed it someone will find it in three months like they do with my tag talks. #I feel too much for even my own body. my skin too delicate for my own actions. #my dick is covered in scars where I've just ripped the skin from too much yanking. the joke is death grip but I'm two steps past that. #this is relevant because I accidentally made my gf sore af the other night because I used my strong hand not my dexterous hand #like.. sorry I hurt you I wasn't careful enough I didn't remember to turn myself down to sixty percent #I forget to turn my volume down I'll hurt you. I forget to turn my power down I'll crush you. I forget to turn my speed down I'll hit you. #spirit made for a stronger body. energy made for a larger society. hands made for tougher people. heart made for stronger friends. #I get too energetic and have to spread myself out to multiple people I mention this and they say “why don't I ever get to see you like that? #you get to see part of me. you think you see the entire god but you only see the finger reaching out to touch you. #I show too much and you burn. your face glows with the afteraffect of my radiance. #I open my mouth to breathe freely and you char from the flames I let out. I kiss you and your cheek singes from my heat. #how do I live in a world full of fine china shops when I am a bull? #a traveler washed up on the shore of a land full of people with chairs too tiny for me to sit on.