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#this is suposed to be a happy moment ๐
conanssummerchild
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i am feeling so depressed rn but at least im writing good music
#these past five days have been like me slipping back into my old shit
#i feel physically sick every second
#but at least im writing a sad anxiety and abandonment issues song about my friend eventually getting sick of and leaving !! <3
#that i didnt want to write bcs it felt like a bad omen and i was going to get too in my head
#well now i am in my head write away you stupid loser idiot i hate myself
#everyone else hates me no one will stay โผ๏ธโผ๏ธ
#my therapist cant meet this week โผ๏ธโผ๏ธ๐ฃ
#i need to study for my english gcse but i cant make myself get up and do anything ๐๐๐ฃ
#im going to the eras tour in like 2 weeks but i want to die โผ๏ธโผ๏ธ
#this is suposed to be a happy moment ๐
#i know im spiraling
#i catastrophise too fast everything will be okay
#but it doesnt feel like it
#the eras tour was my deadline for suicide before but i was doing better there for a moment
#but not anymore
#alex says shit
#tw vent
#tw sui ideation
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