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aspd-culture · 1 day

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Aspd culture is listening to someone vent for the 100th time and telling them to kill themselves already cause they’re annoying as FUCK

Massive TW for sui talk here obviously

God this was tough to have pop up as a notification. Whilst I understand the frustration leading there, I can’t condone that kind of thing. I’ve spent way too much time su1c1d4l myself to encourage that. Even with ASPD, we need to be careful of what we’re saying to other people. If this was about thinking it, absolutely I could understand, but doing it? No that’s not ASPD-culture at least not in my eyes. Please don’t tell anyone to hurt themselves. Even if it’s just for the reason of legal liability, don’t do it.

Edit: someone noted a completely valid point here that saying this “isn’t ASPD culture” rather than simply saying that it’s triggering to me and I’m not comfortable having on my particular ASPD culture blog gives off the wrong idea, because this kind of thing does fit the definition of ASPD.

So just to clarify, what I meant here was more in line with the idea that it’s too serious and personal of an issue for me and I’m sure for some pwASPD too who have had this done to them for me to be posting to this blog. I in no way meant to invalidate this as a symptom, because it IS a part of ASPD to have these thoughts and actions. It’s just not something I want to encourage or platform here because of my personal triggers.

Apologies for phrasing it the way I did, it was a post done quickly and in a triggered state and wasn’t thought through as well as the posts I make usually are. In the spirit of honesty and accountability, I’ve added this edit rather than covering the original language. To avoid this issue in the future, I will be deleting posts discussing the action of (not the thought of) telling people to hurt/unalive themselves.

In no way is this apology saying I condone the actions here though. Acknowledging that they are a part of the experience a pwASPD may have with their symptoms is not the same as saying it’s okay, and part of the mistake I made in the first place was believing one was the same as the other.

#too serious for me to ignore #sorry about that #because I try not to respond this way to any asks because it’s a part of the disorder to have urges and thoughts on this line #but I just can’t support this kind of thing when I know what it’s like on the other side of it #and I think a lot of other pwASPD have probably been there too #if for no other reason than being clear of legal liability do not tell people to do that #TW sui #tw sui mention #tw sui ideation #tw sui talk #ask to tag #ask to TW #aspd-culture-is

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is-the-owl-video-cute · 2 days

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The teen one. But please, be honest.

My honest opinion is that is something you have to decide for yourself. I was a teen with suicidal ideation once. Now I am an adult with suicidal ideation. Not to be preachy or cliche, but you can decide to live as many times as you want and still change your mind later, but the decision to die is final. It’s a one way street to a destination you don’t know.

Personally, I don’t know much about you. All I have to go on are the thirteen words you sent to me anonymously on a blog site. I could send you suicide hotlines to talk one on one with someone more qualified at talking people off of those ledges, and if you’d like I can certainly find you some, but I’m guessing you could find those yourself just as easily as you sent these asks if you wanted, and I can’t make you call or even know if that’s helpful to you because I’m just a stranger on the Internet.

What I can say is that life has the potential to get better, death does not. As I said, the decision always has been and always will be yours, but it is a decision easier to make one way or the other as an adult. Sometimes the feelings of hopelessness go away when you move out and start a new life for yourself away from things you didn’t even realize were stressful, and I’m going to be honest, high school is much worse than the average job.

All I can really say in the end is this much, anon— there are experiences you can only have as an adult, and you may well be missing out on happiness if you made the choice to leave it all behind. Focus and think hard on the things you would miss and the things that would miss you. It doesn’t have to be much, lord knows I kept myself alive in 2016 because I wanted to play Breath of the Wild before I died, but if you can find yourself solid tether points to tie yourself to, you can make it.

I don’t know how helpful any of this actually is, as I said I’m not really qualified to tell someone if growing up and being alive are worth it or not, but I wanted to give you a sincere answer to a sincere question instead of throwing phone numbers or apps at you. That said, life tends to have a higher chance of getting better for you as an adult if it seems grim as a teen.

The question to ask yourself is not whether or not being an adult is worth it, it’s whether or not suicide is worth it.

#Also you can as an adult eat as much cake as you want and no one can stop you.#which is a novelty that never wears off to me #tw sui ideation #suicide mention

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d3athanddecay1 · 3 days

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Current mood: Casually suicidal, with a hint of lemon

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w4nn4-be-skinnie · 3 days

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You can take the sharps from the girl, but you can’t take the girl from her sharps…

#depressing shit #i want to cvt #sh cvt #tw sh destructive behaviour #tw sh related #tw sh implied #tw sui ideation #tw self h4rm #tw self destruction #cvtaddict #i wanna cvt #cvtblr #thigh cvts

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soul-slitter · 22 hours

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remembering that normal people don't even think about cvtting themselves and that I defy the sane survival instinct of all creatures

#Sh jokes #sui joke #tw cvt #i want to cvt #cvtaddict #tw sui ideation #tw sh destructive behaviour #sewer slide #sewersidal #sh cvt #baby cvts

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lisxelf · 1 day

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“i’m just girlblogging”

the girl blogging in question:

#actually borderline #sh #self h@rm #slef harm #tw sui ideation #baby cvts #self mutalition #styroblr #self mut1lation #tcc tumblr #tccblr #tcc columbine #columbine 1999 #eric and dylan

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cut-n-snared · 11 hours

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#actually bpd #bpd safe #bpd vent #actually borderline #bpd problems #bpd thoughts #actually mentally ill #bpd #cluster b safe #abandoment issues #mental illness #self h@te #self h@rm #self sabotage #tw sui ideation #sewersidal #sewer slide

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henrypoststhings · 1 day

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también he mentido en decir que no pienso en eso seguido, porque la verdad es que nunca lo he dejado de pensar.

—h

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narciss-a-blackswan · 11 hours

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i want to kill myself

#in character #mauraders rp #unreality #mauraders #narcissa black #tw sui ideation

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endlessmidnights · 7 months

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I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life

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iwillnotseeheaven · 4 months

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#tw sui ideation #tw s3lf harm #tw self destruction #dissociation #tw depressing thoughts #depressing quotes #depressing shit #depressing life #mental health #mental illness #actually bpd #bpd #bpd vent #bpd thoughts #bpd mood #bpd problems #bpd stuff

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vixensofdeath · 7 months

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the urge to die and become nothing becomes stronger every day

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to0needy · 4 months

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not being able to kill myself is the worst feeling

#borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd #tw ptsd #actually ptsd #bpd feels #bpd thoughts #tw sui vent #tw sui talk #tw sui ideation #tw sui implied #sad thoughts

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i-am-confused-always · 4 months

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what I say: “it is what it is”

what I mean: “I have cried about this for hours and have probably self harmed and contemplated suicide over this.

#self h@rm #tw sh joke #tw sh related #send help #mental illness #sh cvt #actually mentally ill #baby cvts #cvtaddict #tw depressing stuff #tw self destructive behavior #tw sui ideation #tw sui implied #tw selfhate #tw self h4rm #tw self destruction #cw #sh #vent

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w4nn4-be-skinnie · 3 days

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The worst part of entering back into the darkness in my own head, is being fully aware of the happiness that lies outside of being mentally ill. What it feels like to be free. And yet it feels so far out of my grasp now.

#depressing shit #i want to cvt #sh cvt #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #sorry for being depressing #depressiv #cvtaddict #988blr #tw sh related #tw sui ideation #tw self destructive behavior #actually bpd #bpd vent #bpd thoughts #bpd problems

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wavyypeachyy · 7 months

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I don’t think suicidal thoughts actually ever go away.

#self h@rm #tw s3lf harm #tw sui ideation #sewer slide #tw sucidal ideation #su!cidal #tw self destruction #tw disordered eating #anarecja #ed not ed sheeran #tw sh implied #tw self destructive thoughts #self mutilator

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