endlessmidnights

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hey, I just wanted you to not feel so alone, but I don't know what to say other than, I see you I hope there's better days and you are really strong

Thank you!

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do u know any painless/quick ways out?

Please don’t do it there are other options besides suicide, message me please.

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My anxiety has made me paranoid, I can’t here laughter, whispering, plain talking, I can’t see texting, I can’t do anything without thinking I’m being made fun of or talked about in some way

#anxitey #tw anxiety #anxiety be like #why cant i do anything right #mental health #mentally drained #i hate me so much #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #mental problems #tw sui ideation #let me go #youre on your own kid #i’m so exhausted #paranoia #paranoid thoughts #stop laughing #please end my suffering #might kms #why do you hate me #am i the only who does this? #why am i this way #why cant i just be normal #tw cvts #mental health relapse #tw selfhate #anxi4ty #never not anxious

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I want someone to notice so badly but I know what would probably happen if they did so I just stay in constant conflict with myself

#tw selfhate #mentally drained #sorry for being depressing #mental health #i hate me so much #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #tw sui ideation #anxitey #mental problems #tw self destruction #tw breakdown #youre on your own kid #youre losing me #i’ll never recover #i wish i could disappear #please let me kms #i want to be better #i need heeeeelp #i want to cvt #i wish i was dead #please end my suffering #i should kms #please notice me #please understand #i wanna kms #cvtaddict #it’s getting bad again #let me go

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For years I’ve type up different versions of the same note, I’ve never been able to finish it

#tw sui talk #tw sui ideation #tw sui implied #tw sui attempt #tw depressing stuff #major depressive disorder #tw selfhate #tw cvts #tw self destruction #mentally drained #sorry for being depressing #mental health #depressing shit #i hate me so much #tw depressing thoughts #anxitey #let me disappear #time to kms #mental problems #youre losing me #youre on your own kid #sui joke #tw self destructive behavior #tw overdose #tw breakdown #i wanna kms #i’ll never recover #i hate this #don’t report just block #i don’t want to exist anymore

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I want someone to notice or to tell someone that I’m suffering but I know that can only end badly

#tw sucidal ideation #mentally drained #mental health #sorry for being depressing #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #i hate me so much #tw depressing stuff #tw sui ideation #anxitey #mental problems #i can’t be helped #i’ll never recover #let me go #you’re on your own kid #you’re losing me #i wanna cvt #i wish i could disappear #please let me kms #why can’t i be happy #please notice me #i need heeeeelp #mentally fucked #very unstable #ready to kms #i’m so exhausted #please end my suffering #what is wrong with my brain #i wish i could cry #tw breakdown

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Way too triggered at the moment, this will not end well

#tw sui ideation #mentally drained #sorry for being depressing #i hate me so much #mental health #tw depressing thoughts #mental problems #tw depressing stuff #depressing shit #tw sucidal ideation #tw self destruction #i wanna cvt #anxitey #tw self h4rm #you’re on your own kid #you’re losing me #i wanna die #i wish i could disappear #please let me kms #ready to kms #triggered #i’ll never recover #dying inside #mentally fucked #very unstable #i can’t be helped #this is so fucked up #fucking kill me #when can i rest #i wish i was dead

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Look up passively suicidal in the dictionary and I’ll be the first example

#passively suicidal #tw sucidal ideation #tw depressing stuff #mentally drained #sorry for being depressing #i hate me so much #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #mental problems #tw sui ideation #anxitey #depression #please let me kms #let me go #i wish i was dead #time to kms #i wanna disappear #mental health #please end my suffering #i should kms #i hate meeeee #very unstable #im going insane #dictionary definition #mentally fucked #so fucking exhausted #why do i exist #i just wanna sleep #please let me die #i don’t want to exist anymore

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Everything but my mind is much quieter at night, and it’s killing me

#tw sucidal ideation #tw selfhate #tw depressing stuff #mentally drained #anxitey #sorry for being depressing #depressing shit #i hate me so much #mental health #tw depressing thoughts #tw sui ideation #let me go #i hate my brain #mental problems #please let me kms #tw cvtting #i wanna disappear #i wish i was dead #please end my suffering #alone with my thoughts #stuck in my head #psych ward #maybe i need help #i’ll never recover #it’s a sickness #mentally fucked #very unstable #im going insane #what is wrong with my brain #ready to kms

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They lie, it never gets easier

#everyone lies #tw depressing thoughts #mentally drained #anxitey #sorry for being depressing #depressing shit #i hate me so much #tw depressing stuff #mental problems #tw sui ideation #let me disappear #i wanna die #time to kms #it never ends #mental health #it never gets easier #nothing gets better #im a loser #i hate meeeee #i should kms #thanks depression #cvtaddict #please end my suffering #very unstable #insecurity #im going insane #stuck in my head #life’s a bitch #im fucking exhausted #mentally fucked

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Why do I keep purposely triggering myself

#tw self destruction #tw selfhate #mentally drained #sorry for being depressing #i hate me so much #mental health #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #anxitey #tw depressing stuff #tw sui ideation #mental problems #tw cvts #tw cvtting #tw self h4rm #let me go #mentally exhausted #very unstable #i wish i could disappear #i wish i could cry #existing is exhausting #i don’t want to exist anymore #why cant i do anything right #mental illness #psych ward #triggering content #i wanna cvt #i wanna kms #please end my suffering #i hate meeeee

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Why do I exist?

#mentally drained #why cant i do anything right #mental health #sorry for being depressing #i hate me so much #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #mental problems #anxitey #tw sui ideation #tw sui implied #let me disappear #why do i exist #i don’t want to exist anymore #existing is exhausting #stuck in my head #high functioning anxiety #high functioning depression #please end my suffering #existing sucks #what is the point #there is no point #i should sleep #please let me die #can i die yet? #mentally exhausted #mentally fucked #very unstable #psych ward

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I miss the psych ward, life was easier in there

#psych ward #tw sucidal ideation #tw sui attempt #tw self h4rm #mentally drained #sorry for being depressing #anxitey #mental health #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #i hate me so much #tw sui ideation #mental problems #psychiatric hospital #time to kms #tw self destruction #tw selfhate #let me go #i wish i could disappear #i wanna cvt #i wanna die #i cant do this #i’ll never recover #just let me die #thanks depression #tw sui talk #mentally exhausted #mental hospital #mental illness

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I walk into a room and immediately think of all the potential ways to kill myself that exist there

#mentally drained #mental health #anxitey #sorry for being depressing #depressing shit #i hate me so much #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #tw sui ideation #mental problems #tw sucidal ideation #tw selfhate #please let me kms #i wanna cvt #let me go #you’re losing me #i wish i could disappear #you’re on your own kid #mental illness #mentally exhausted #i wanna die #ready to kms #let me disappear #please end my suffering #please let me die #why am i this way #please help #i cant do this #i’ll never recover #why can’t i just be okay

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Is there a way to make it so I never existed?

#tw depressing thoughts #anxitey #mentally drained #sorry for being depressing #mental health #i hate me so much #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #tw sui ideation #mental problems #let me go #i want to disappear #i don’t want to exist anymore #I wish I never existed #tw sucidal ideation #tw self destruction #tw selfhate #you’re on your own kid #why do i exist #let me disappear #you’re losing me #i wish i could disappear #can I not be here #i wanna die #i want to kms #i wish i was never born #can i die yet? #please end my suffering #mentally exhausted #very unstable

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One of those days where slitting my wrist sounds so appealing

#tw cvts #tw cvtting #tw self destruction #tw depressing stuff #mentally drained #mental health #anxitey #i hate me so much #everyday #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #tw sui ideation #let me go #you’re on your own kid #mental problems #you’re losing me #i wish i could disappear #will i ever learn? #i wish i was dead #ready to kms #i wanna die #why cant i be normal #can you hear me #please notice me #tw sucidal ideation #please end my suffering #tw blade #i wanna cvt #tw sh related

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Hi just a quick tip.i use to be concerned and obsessed with note on my posts as well but when I turned the notifications off it was all good

Thank you for the tip !!