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anxietywasright · 10 months

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I just wanna know why im not enough for you to just keep your eye's on just me

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skinnywannabe111 · 2 years

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I havent posted in a while :( I've let myself go.. still havent reached my goal weight. I know I just need to keep pushing and I can finally be thin. Its literally all I've ever wanted. I need some meanspo to keep me motivated.

Cw: 220lbs Gw:200lbs Ugw:120lbs

#pro @na #i want to be weightless #i will reach my ugw #i wish i was pretty #skiny girl #th!n$p0 #th!nspo #i wish i was never born #th!n$piration #i wish i was thinner

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tokbilltom · 2 months

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BRO I LITERALLY FUCKING HATE HIM OMG I HATE HIM SO MUCH LIKE WHY THE FUCK ARE U TRYNA TALK TO ME AND THEN BE DRY RIGHT WHEN I GET INTERESTED IN THE CONVERSATION AND WHY ARE U EVEN STILL TALKING TO ME OMG THIS IS WHY NOBODY FUCKING LIKES YOU OMG LIKE THIS IS WHY EVERYONE HATES HIM SM UR SUCH A HOE TOO OMG EVERY TIME I SEE U I WANNA SLIT MY WRISTS LIKE STOP STOP STOP I JUST WANNA GO TO SCHOOL IN PEACE BUT I HAVE TO SEE UR UGLY ASS FACE LIKE WHY CANT U JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. STOP TALKING TO ME OMG STOP LOOKING AT ME TOO I CAN FEEL U STARING AT ME IN CLASS AND WHENEVER WE DO MAKE EYE CONTACT U MAKE THAT STULID ASS FACE AND STOP TALKING TO MY FRIENDS WHY DO THEY EVEN TALK BACK TO YOU IT MAKES ME SO FUCKING PISSED OFF LIKE I JUST WANNA CRY EVERY TIME I SEE YOU BECAUSE i miss you. Why did you do this to me. Just get out of my head. Im begging you.

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boybasher · 2 months

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yonemurishiroku · 1 year

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The Sun and the Star is released in May. As in, May Castellan. And here’s the reason why Nico and Will are gonna encounter Luke Castellan in the depths of Hell——-

#i’m sorry my mind isn’t working right now #i’m crying yall someone help #this is really frustrating #i wish i was never born #nico di angelo #will solace #yone rambling #may castellan #the sun and the star: a nico di angelo adventure #the sun and the star #pjo #riordanverse #luke castellan

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fortunatelyhumongousfury · 4 months

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should I end my life

Im already fu*king writing slurs into my skin and I have what I need to need to end my life should I do it????????

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i-will-die-tomorrow · 1 year

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i would give everything away to stop this shit that keeps going on inside of me

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stephyytheseeker · 9 months

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i wish that i was never born.

i’m sorry,

but it’s true!

no actually!

i never wanted to come out of my mother’s womb;

she had to be induced.

i was supposed to be born february 14, 2001.

valentine’s day;

the day of love.

i was born 8 days late on february 22.

8 days.

hate days.

maybe i already had too much hate

running through my veins.

too much hate to be born on valentine’s day.

maybe i didn’t want to be born

because i knew that pregnancy

was the closest my mom and i would ever get.

we definitely started out on the wrong foot.

you see,

the first thing i ever tasted was blood

gushing out of my mother’s breast.

i craved sweet, maternal milk,

but she only had blood to give.

(she couldn’t produce any milk).

i still tried

to suck her dry.

i latched onto her breast right away.

i guess i was hungry.

for her milk?

or for her love?

i swallowed her blood

and gagged it back up.

she couldn’t feed me.

she tried her best.

it wasn’t her fault.

just unlucky circumstances i guess.

they fed me with formula instead.

growing up,

my mother gave me all the love she had left,

but i was still starving.

she tried her best.

it wasn’t her fault.

just unlucky circumstances i guess.

so i tried to feed myself

with broken people

and abusive men.

i was still starving.

it’s common for a mother and her daughter

to have a complex relationship.

maybe it’s because the daughter

reminds her mother

of everything she isn’t

or maybe it’s because the mother

envies her daughter

for the girlhood she so very misses;

in my mother’s case,

the girlhood she never got,

but so dearly deserved.

i wish we could have been girls together.

i hated being a girl.

i wanted to be a boy.

my parents thought i was going to be a boy.

they named me stephen,

after my late grandfather.

stephanie’s close enough.

i wanted to opt out of girlhood.

i’ll trade my a for an e

and give away the ie for free.

i swear i’m not like my mom

or any other girl.

i’m different.

i reject womanhood;

i deserve personhood.

i hate the fact that i’ll always be

a woman

before a human;

a man’s rib

instead of dust.

unfortunately,

even though i tried to deny it

for many years,

i’m no different

than my mother

or any other girl.

i’m just a woman.

my first home was my mother’s womb.

i rejected her too soon.

i wanted to be just like my dad.

i wish i could take it all back.

i’m sorry mom,

but sometimes i wish i was never born.

not because i want to die,

but because i miss when you were my home.

#women writers #writers on tumblr #poetry #original poem #original writing #writers of tumblr #poems #feminism #patriarchy #womanhood #motherhood #mommy issues #i miss my mom #girlhood #internalized sexism #i wish i was never born #women #woman #i hate being a girl

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1v0ry2 · 2 months

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kms <3.

#silly #bitch ass motherfucker #i hate my existence #i hate this #i hate it here #i hate my body #i want to kms #fuck this #i wish i was never born #vent #fuck everything #i hate myself #im so fucking sorry #dear i truly hate myself and i wish i saw myself as perfect again #but i never was perfect #at fucking all #it was all for nothing at all

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depressed-boba · 2 years

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who the fuck want to live nowadays

not me btw

#fuck my life #i feel numb #i hate me lol #i hate my life #i wish i was dead #i wish i was never born #i want to disappear #i want to die #this is depressing #depressing shit #dead inside #mentally fucked #mentally exhausted #vent #bv #mentally ill #i hate everyone #i hate everything #i hate my existence

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anxietywasright · 1 year

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My heart really needs to accept what my mind really knows

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toofypigeon · 8 months

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first day of school today i am so excited lol hahahaah!!

#i wish i was never born

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sleeplessangels · 14 days

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Can someone please come kill me

#e #life isnt worth living at all #i wish i was never born

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boybasher · 2 months

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samijami · 10 months

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I want to die again suddenly lmao

But the vibe of wanting to die is themed by cutsie hello kitty shit

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h0pelesssoul · 2 years

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yup, thats me

found on insta

#sadgirl #i'm sad #girl #eat1ng d1sorder #eating problems #i wish i was thinner #i wish i was good enough #i wish i was never born #dark humor

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