How can you be this beautiful this wonderful this this
… you !
Of always feeling like I’m drowning
I’ve had enough
I just want to feel okay
In my life I’ve:
loved out of fear
loved out of lust
loved out of pain
loved out of passion
But I’ve never loved out of someone loving me back
I’m wondering why I’m never good enough to make anyone want to stay in my life…
Well how do you know when you love somebody?
When you are afraid to lose them.
“𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒑𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒚.𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒆𝒆𝒏𝒂𝒈𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒆𝒓𝒐𝒕𝒊𝒄 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒐 𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆, 𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒆”.
-My Dark Vanessa
i reached out to my third grade crush the other day because our third grade teacher came into where i work & remembered me so i felt i needed to share w him. then i asked him if he remembers the last time we were together face to face & he actually does!!! w his poor memory & all, he remembered the details 🥺♥️ ugh my heart
‘cause it's so damn hard
you’re my number one human being
Don’t take for granted the love this life gives you. -Tim McGraw
for the past few months now, i have been feeling very lonely and extremely sad. i don’t necessarily have an exact reason for why i feel the way i am feeling. at first, i didn’t feel like this in the beginning of the year. but at some point, i found myself crying over the littlest things. and i hated that. i hated that i cried over something little and that i cried because i couldn’t handle these emotions. and whenever i felt/feel like this, i would sleep so that i don’t dwell on it. and when you sleep so much, it does nothing but drain you and your energy even more. i’m not too sure on what or why these emotions come and go all the time, but to anyone who feels like this or who are feeling like this, i just want to say that everything is going to be okay and that you are not alone and that i hope you feel better soon. and take your time.
it’s kinda random but do you ever just sit in your apartment alone thinking about how lonely you are, not in a sense that there’s no one you can talk to it’s more like noticing and acknowledging that you have friends (at least some of them are your friends) but they have their own friends outside of you and you have no friends outside of them so you think about how utterly sad it makes you but at the same time you think to yourself ‘hey, you don’t need anybody but yourself stop beating yourself up you don’t need their attention’ and it drives you, in a way, because you know that you’re the only person who makes you you so you isolate yourself, willingly, and you feel like it’s different then being rejected by someone else because at least now you have control over your own loneliness so it’s not so damaging and miserable but then you sit in your apartment alone thinking about how lonely you are-
Un acto de amor también es desprenderse de lo que ya no suma y no te hace feliz.
You know the kind of love you are capable of giving. Sometimes, they are just not capable of receiving it.
Curious, any bisexuals feel like the way a majority of men act is repulsive? Like you like the looks of men and/or the idea of a man or just having someone like that in your life but the experiences of males that you’ve had just make you want to hurt yourself for liking them at all?
“I preferred Papadakis/Cizeron’s plain black 19-20’ FD (Find Me) costumes to the Mathieu Caron ver. with the silver stripe.”