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vielesundnichts · 2 days
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- r.h. Sin
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metamorphesque · 8 months
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the biggest betrayal was giving us humans the ability to dream
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uaravsh · 4 months
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"If I've allowed you in my private world, you are either quite special or I am a damn fool."
- 𝙼𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚍𝚢 𝙻𝚎𝚎 (@uaravsh )
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I don’t know, maybe it’s the way you said you’d run away with me if I wanted to, that you would hold my hand and I would lift my skirts and we’d escape this constant, vicious cycle. A blaze of hemorrhaging problems blooming like flowers in our trail, the vines did eventually engulf our little bubble of ignorance. So here I am, placing an eyelash on your pinkie, oh and if we could wish the world away. I don’t know quite a lot of things, I don’t know whether I should've ran, whether I should've dared to wish of you, should’ve should’ve should’ve done so much more or pulled back after fixing your hair. Is it bad, that sometimes I wish the thorns popped our little bubble earlier? Is it better you leave than asking if you would stay?
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cooler-ian · 1 year
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When I say I want Luigi to be "permanently consentually kidnapped" by Bowser I mean I want Bowser to just break into his home one day, pick his ass up and just walk away, and no one in the surrounding area to question it
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noideawhatever · 1 day
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They don't understand,
Loving you was natural
As natural as the blooming of flowers
As natural as the cry of a bae
As if nature had specifically moulded
My soul to fit perfectly with yours
And to love you forever
Or not love at all.
-Kadambari
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ardrareinvention · 6 months
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The yearn for companionship:
I am a 1H Gemini (Ardra) Moon.
I am obsessed with self-improvement and building myself to reach the height of my potential. I love my own company. I think I’m hilarious. I think I’m worth putting effort into. I think I have a lot of great qualities. I’m not perfect, I have a ton of things to work on but I will not deny the things above.
However,
I am a 7H Sagittarius (Mula) Sun, 7HL Jupiter in Aries (Ashwini) 11H
I have 5H Libra (Vishakha) Venus
I learned recently that Anahita Rao considers Ardra and Vishakha romantic-oriented nakshatras as well as Shravana and Uttara Bhadrapada.
In D9, I am a 11H Shravana Moon and Uttara Bhadrapada rising.
"People w/their Moon these nakshatras are more willing to try and make a relationship work, even in the face of incompatibility."
And I can honestly say, it sucks.
As society moves toward an individualistic approach, it just seems like the odds are low of finding someone that has the time, space, depth, or energy to make things work. I will say incompatibility should be something to consider; and not necessarily staying too long to work through it, if it doesn’t really support the “opposites attract” theme. I’ve gotten hurt so many times for just trying. However, I was trying alone. Unrequited. Some of this has to do with childhood.
Anywho, it’s really difficult trying to hyper-focus on my individual being while the desire for companionship knocks on my door every day.
It’s exhausting. Some days it feels like I’m being tortured or laughed at to desire something so beautiful yet so… out of reach.
There’s something so fulfilling about withstanding the odds. I feel like for every positively charged situation there’s a negative one pushing against it. I believe relationships are eye-opening. Not to just yourself, but to the time it takes to really consider another. To learn the experiences of someone else on an almost daily basis, outside of yourself. In a sense, it can open up your humanity. It challenges everything you grew up on because everyone has a different background. Everyone has things to learn and unlearn.
—I talk to myself all the time, I hear my voice all the time. It’s nice to hear another one. Someone who loves me and makes time for me just as much as I do.
I love the give and take.
I love the entire thing.
It’s motivating.
It’s captivating.
Love is so irreplaceable.
Muse.
If only I could just grasp it.
But we all live different lives.
Is it unreasonable to want it to last forever with just one person?
Maybe.
Maybe not.
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craigthecrocodile · 6 months
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Y'know what part of the initial Inside Out hype I miss a little? When fan artists were drawing their own personalized versions of the main 5 emotions. Their own little voices in their head.
Now that we have new emotions to look forward to in the sequel, can we bring that back?
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wrappedinamysteryy · 7 months
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The absence of close people who were like family leaves a gaping hole in my heart, a longing that cannot be filled. I miss sharing the mundane and the momentous with them—the laughter and the tears, the triumphs and the setbacks. I miss the deep connection we shared, the unspoken understanding, and the sense of being truly seen and known. Like a tapestry torn in half, my life now feels incomplete without them. The threads of our shared memories still hang loose, waiting to be rewoven. But for now, I am left with a gaping hole where their presence once was. You want to share your first coffee with milk, made just the way they like it. You want to savor their favorite dish, cooked with love, but without them there to taste it. You want to celebrate your good news and mourn your losses, but they're not there to hold you. I wish they could see that things haven't changed, for better or worse. I am still sewing the memories of them into my life, with or without them here.
-The Language of Absence - Mona Al Kabir
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writing2sirvive · 1 year
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I'm going to be that asshole and say I don't get its a wonderful life. I watched it a few years ago and the main idea, that he sees what life is like if he wasn't around was only in the last 20 minutes? I usually end up watching a classic that I haven't seen every Christmas but this one didn't do it for me. Singing in the rain on the other hand!
It’s A Wonderful Life is a movie ahead of its time made before it’s time. Let me explain:
To start off it was made when Patriotism and Capitalist views were the norm. Men went to boot camp and pulled themselves up by their boot straps and provided. This is seen when they talk about how George’s (the main character) brother and friends all went and fought in the war some way. Some join the army, fly planes, one becomes a doctor I believe while George stays home, he raises funds and does things in his community to help but he doesn’t get up and go which was seem as “the right thing to do”. Which leaves him feeling like he didn’t do enough (even though he does plenty)
George has plans to travel the world. But he doesn’t. He stays behind and does things for the people around him. He takes his fathers business (so his brother doesn’t have to), when the depression hits he uses his honeymoon money so the people around him don’t starve, when he’s a kid he jumps into a freezing river to save his brother which causes him to have hearing loss. And when the money he has to pay to the Evil Boss Man goes missing and he has no other way to pay it, he decided to try and end his life.
Not only does he not want to put his family through him going to jail he also feels like a failure. He promised his wife they would see the world and they never even had a honeymoon. He wanted to be on the front lines become rich. But he kept putting other people before him, he fought to keep prices low and kept people like the Evil Boss Man from taking control and making a monopoly over his town (which happens in the world without George Bailey). But doesn’t the see the Good he has done, he compares himself to the men he grew up with and feels like a failure because he didn’t do things “the right way” like they did.
But he sees what the world would look like without him and what would happen if he had not fought to keep his community safe from Evil Boss Man and realizes it is indeed A Wonderful Life so he runs home to give his family hugs and kisses before being carted off to jail. Then the community he had taken care of surges forward with baskets of funds and singing Christmas carols because someone said George Bailey needed help and they wanted to return the favor for all he had done for them.
I highly suggest watching the scene where George tells off Evil Business Man Mr. Potter, he’s trying to tell him that his evil money scamming ways are evil and not fair to the hard working people to this town. It got the movie investigated for being “pro-communism” but that whole monologue is “anti-capitalism” because that’s what this movie is about. Helping your fellow man and doing good deeds because that is the right thing to do. And maybe one day the people you helped might help you back.
And for a movie made in 1947 when Patriotism and Capitalism was higher than the Empire State Building, that’s really fucking impressive. Sure it didn’t do great at first but as time went on it became a classic.
Sorry to ramble Love I hope this explains the meaning of the movie.
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aloevera-o · 1 month
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I have so many stories I wanna write causing me to write none
I have at least 20 different stories I want to write that I have written down. I have a few pages on like 4 of them. But I always hate how I wrote it and go back. And get bored on one and write another. Then, I got nothing. Then I write on none because I don't know which one, and I feel like I need to write on one to eventually finish it, to share and maybe make some money. Then I remember I write because I like it. However, I have 20 stories I want to write, and I do have to make a living one day, and I have no idea what I want to do in life. I want to just travel and experience the good the world has to offer rather than just the bad. But, this is something that only happens in stories. So I go back to stories. Paralyzed on which one because I will need money, and if I could make it on something I enjoy, that would be great. But, I like all my stories no matter how similar they are.
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I loved him so fucking much. I loved him more than I loved me. I loved him more than I loved life.
So I let it consume me, because i couldn't accept that he has long given up on me.
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xxsupervampwolfxx · 2 months
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I'm scared my overthinking is gonna push my bf away or something. I've been letting it mess with my mood and I think he can sometimes tell. But he just has no idea why. Cause I haven't really talked to him about my overthinking. I know I should but I just don't know how. I hate this.
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texmexica · 2 months
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Regret
I don't need you anymore, I've learned to accept that what I did destroyed everything we built. But I still want you every so often. I miss the carefree love we shared, before I went mad with jealousy.
Love is delicate thing, it's not weak or feeble unless you make it. And I twisted it control your will. I felt hurt and like a cornered animal I sought to hurt you in return.
I'd like to think that I've grown and changed, yet I fear that I'm still my old self. Arrogant, controlling and jealous. They poisoned me and I didn't speak, but rather retaliated over an imaginary fear
How I wish I could take back everything I said and done. The guilt is bearable most days, but once in a blue moon the guilt is burden upon my soul. I know I cannot complain, so I will carry these burdenous shackles.
I am not owed forgiveness nor acceptance. I just ask that you see the sorrow that has been bestowed upon my heart
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ripin2 · 7 months
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why do my mistakes feel like murders, and the choices i make end up with blood on my hands?
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noideawhatever · 1 day
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Letting someone go is the hardest, only when loving them is the easiest.
-kadambari
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