let it out

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Sweet little dolly

5am

We’re you even real?

dont ask me why i made this 

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act like i didn’t just find out some like altering news.

kms lol🤠

It’s been said that if you work hard enough, you can replace depression with exhaustion.

Here’s to hoping🥃🤞🏼

fan behavior

No one cares because the last time I tried to Kill myself they didn’t. It just made all my friends distance themselves from me. They “couldn’t handle it” I was “too negative”. They made me feel like more of a fucking freak than before I tried. This time nothing is different. It just hurts that no one cares enough to even check on me after I gave them a warning. I thought my life was bad back then - it looks like fucking heaven compared to now. I’m a shell of my former self. I’m disgusting and fat and ugly and I never get half of the shit done I’m supposed to. I have no friends, I’m not close with any of my family, school is online and it’s absolutely killing me, I have no money, my therapist never helps me & just makes me feel lazy and fat, I feel sick all the fucking time. There is no joy. There is no peace. Not even a moment.

If I could just unravel this sorry and find the meaning in it, the beauty in it, then I can move on, move on...

They don't even care

i’m a manifestation of what i see

dust and grief on the tv screen

SAD

Picture from Pinterest.

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yknow how when someones a little fucked up and troubled but still kinda okay, they get called a good kid? in a really sad, disappointed way?

i wonder if i would get described like that,,

Taking in mind my country's life expectancy I still have at least 52 years to live.

HOW TF???!! WILL I??! DO THAT?!! WITH MY CONSTANTLY TIRED ARSE??!!!