Hahahahahaha, yeah I'm fine. No, no ofc I'm not working myself to death simply to ignore the fact I'm nobody's favorite, why would you say that? hahahahahahahaahahah
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it hurts
talking to someone that’ll never be yours
that’ll never see you the way you see them
will never care about you like you do them
it hurts
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trying to decide if i care or not (everything i've ever known is falling apart)
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Everyone is doing things with their lives except me... Anyways time to rot in bed again!!!!
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i might be doing really terrible on the emotional regulation front but in my defense ive had a gaping hole in my chest since i was 12
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"do you ever shut up?" im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry
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𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞
𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐞
𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐲 𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲
𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧, 𝐬𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲
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bpd and dpd is splitting on your fp/dp because it feels like they hate you so now you hate them and want to kys and never ever talk to them ever again. but also i NEED them and can’t ever leave even if it’s for the best because i NEED someone to still care for me i can’t be alone im helpless i want and NEED them so badly
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⚠️Asking BPD people for tips ⚠️
So I used to have a favorite person that I loved and obsessed over and he hurt me very badly. Not just him but several friends of his also partaking in hurting me. Of course one day he up and disappeared and I never got closure for all these complicated feelings.
I’m begging y’all. What do y’all do when you’re “relapsing” into old thought patterns about your ex FP? I’m dealing with anger, flashes of grief, self hatred, confusion, my mind going “WHY did he do that?” Helplessness etc. I need some advice or positive habits to help with this. Please. I’ve been dealing with this since 2020 and it’s starting to happen at least once a day.
I really hope this post wasn’t for nothing. It was hard just to put these thoughts into words on a screen.
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