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zieanna · 7 days
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im-dead-and-tired-2 · 4 months
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cutting myself. why? cause my cousin said sth mean to me. what did he say? he said its dumb to know star constellations…
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mandiemegatron · 7 months
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Nothing hurts more than the sudden slap of realization that you were just taken advantage of and scammed by someone "offering fic commissions" 😞
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heartbreak-sandwich · 8 months
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HI, YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT I SIMPLY CANNOT COMPREHEND ABOUT FANDOM DISCOURSE/WANK/BULLSHIT?! It's that we all can't just enjoy things and coexist together and also enjoy and appreciate that we're all loving the same universe that our characters came from even if we like/dislike different characters???
Remember this is FICTION. FICTION!!! We are enjoying fictional characters from a fictional world and adding and building onto the things we love or want to see for them and that's fiction, too!
People aren't bad people for liking, understanding, relating to, or wanting better things for a character that resonated with them or they felt like building a new story for. You are also completely allowed to dislike a character, not agree with the actions of a character, etc. until the end of the world. That's okay!!!
FOR EXAMPLE: I think that Henry Creel/Vecna/One was obviously a deeply disturbed and evil dude. I believe that with my whole heart, but I also believe that his character was masterfully written, he was a phenomenal asset to the storyline, and I also believe that it's totally okay and sometimes even INTERESTING for people to write deeper into his character, give him a redemption arc, be attracted to his darkness because that's human nature AND THIS IS FICTION!!!
This becomes a real world problem when people become so enraged over the existence of a FICTIONAL PERSON to the point of pushing hatred and bullying onto REAL PEOPLE for participating in and loving a fandom (the same fandom as you, mind you) because that's no longer a fictional problem, and we can't rewrite the world we live in, unfortunately.
Please just be fucking nice to people, man. Why can't we all just discuss things, learn from each other, and be a part of the same world and people we all fell in love with? We're all just big nerds for a fucking TV show, and I love that, and I want to love everyone else who loves it, too.
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whistlingstarlight · 2 months
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My legs and back are hurting again. I've been having trouble moving my fingers again.
I can't tell if it's stress aggravating my condition or if the meds aren't working as well anymore.
I've felt. Very dismissed regarding my condition, I don't know how my GP will deal with it. I don't want my dosage upped again, it scares me.
I'm scared.
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scorpiorants · 2 hours
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Damn I was shaking, crying, full of goosebumps… ready to demolish you, I’m sorry. Oh no I’m not sorry to you, I’m apologizing to myself. I’m sorry I allowed myself to get this upset. I’m sorry, home girl I’m going to work on myself (my anger) and do better, be better… for the sake of myself and others. Ahh fuck okay; I’m sorry too @ ol girl … you are a bad person but that doesn’t have anything to do with me, so I’ll stay out of it <333
See, change 💪🏼🧘🏻‍♀️🤭🎀🖤
Breathe; no one’s worth scraping…
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zieanna · 13 days
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When the fp isn't messaging and you don't want to bother them so you just sit in pain forever until they remember you message you
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im-dead-and-tired-2 · 3 months
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my teachers have no idea what to do with me i bet. i bet i could come back into the room with a fully bloody arm showing it off while blood drips down and they would just hand me a bandaid
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commander-diomika · 8 months
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TW eating disorders
So cranky on behalf of my housemate. They have a non specific eating disorder (something stemming from another health condition and paranoia about foods making them sick or being poisoned, so they eat very limited safe foods, can't eat anything that's been bought more than a day or so ago, or sometimes just can't eat at all) that they're currently seeking treatment for.
Their doc wanted to put them on an SSRI. They said "I can't reliably take an oral medication due to my eating disorder, and it's my understanding that SSRIs are a bad med to take on and off."
And the doc was apparently very dismissive and was like "well you should just take the medication reliably." and I just?!! It's like "hello I have symptoms disease please treat me," and they're like "well first you're going to need to stop having symptoms."
like that post about ADHD ppl being justifiably worried about what happens if they forget to take their meds! They aren't being difficult! They're being very realistic about having forgetting disease, just like Housemate has "difficulty consuming things reliably" disease! I wish doctors would just fucking listen and be realistic about things when PTs are just doing their best!!
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rose-smoke · 6 months
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I feel like going back but im holding on so much so I dont
Tee hee
(I hate the animation lol)
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xechoecho88x · 9 months
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Welcome To The Table - Ben Brainard (Web Series) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: California & New York (Welcome To The Table) Characters: New York (Welcome To The Table), California (Welcome To The Table) Additional Tags: Angst, Existentialism, vent - Freeform, Hurt No Comfort, References to Depression, sorry guys i'm just #sad these days, No Beta, This is an angsty one so beware, Incorrect depictions of the New York subway system, i've only ever been on korean subways so I'm basing it on that, hints of new york/california (but its vague), New York Needs a Hug (Welcome To The Table), and also intense therapy, but so do I Summary:
The days march onward, each day like the last, without end in sight. To New York, its a cycle that he cannot escape from. How does he cope with these feelings (or does he)?
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New York shut his eyes with a sigh. The days all seemed to repeat over and over again. If you were to ask him what day it was, he would be unable to tell you. The monotony of his daily life for years upon years without a break wore on his mind. How long could he withstand this purgatory known as modern society?
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starksurvivorthoughts · 6 months
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If you're an adult and you take part in the damaging, counterproductive and systemized sexualization of children, go to therapy, keep it to yourself and
Shut the fuck up
Forever.
Your access to that material isn't helping you, and it will be used to harm others.
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fagnumopus · 4 months
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I feel like NYE used to be my favourite holiday and now it just became this amalgamation of everything in my life that's a source of stress and anxiety and dread. One day I'll be able to celebrate NYE again without feeling like ripping my nails off with my teeth but this year isnt the one
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