sh culture is thinking “i’m going to actually WRECK my [insert body part(s)] later” and then not doing it
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for me i think the scariest part of sh recovery is watching my scars fade and the fact that the evidence of my suffering being gone by the summer is a terrifying thought.
but i know that i have to learn to rewire my brain into seeing my lack of scars as proof of my triumph against sh if i want to recover. i’m just scared that people will take my lack of scars as evidence that nothing’s wrong with me.
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The thing that no one tells you about depression is probably (people do say It just not that much and for me it's one of the worst parts aboout having depression) the guilt like I can't take criticism without feeling like I need to sl!t my throat
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i have a shit personality, im ugly and unattractive as all hell, i cvt and leave scars all over my body, i get upset at everyone, i ignore people on purpose, i start fights, im well mentally fvcked up, nothing about me is good for fvcks sake!
(im js upset rn. in my head too mch)
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Honestly all I do is fuck things up and I don’t even know why I’m alive like everyone will be better off without me because all I bring is hurt and pain into their lives
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self harm culture is having one spot that no one sees that you cut, and really needing to relapse but you don't have any room left there
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i have a pair of small jeans that bought to motivate myself to lose weight. recently, my mother took them and laughed, saying that i would never be so thin....
bulimia has probably never hit me as hard as it does now.
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what I say: “it is what it is”
what I mean: “I have cried about this for hours and have probably self harmed and contemplated suicide over this.
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