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congress-grow · 2 hours
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beat-hundred · 1 day
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shcultureis · 3 days
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sh culture is having every single sharp object taken from you, and only wanting it more because youre not allowed
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styrostuff · 3 days
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for me i think the scariest part of sh recovery is watching my scars fade and the fact that the evidence of my suffering being gone by the summer is a terrifying thought.
but i know that i have to learn to rewire my brain into seeing my lack of scars as proof of my triumph against sh if i want to recover. i’m just scared that people will take my lack of scars as evidence that nothing’s wrong with me.
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aspen-iiv · 3 days
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i have a shit personality, im ugly and unattractive as all hell, i cvt and leave scars all over my body, i get upset at everyone, i ignore people on purpose, i start fights, im well mentally fvcked up, nothing about me is good for fvcks sake!
(im js upset rn. in my head too mch)
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I miss my lw so much even if I was completely miserable then
I really hope I get to the bmi 12s again this year :((
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styr0salia · 2 days
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I hate when someone wants to help me, bro let me cvt myself
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lick-me-lennon22 · 22 hours
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How they'd comfort you after a SH episode
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(thank you to anon for this request!! I know this is a sensitive subject for many so I understand the decision to skip this one ❣️ those who choose to read on, I hope you enjoy!)
⚠️⚠️⚠️ TW: SELF-HARM ⚠️⚠️⚠️
John
John is immediately panicked and uneasy at the sight of you this way
he's seen his fair share of blood, but never that of someone he loves so dearly
for once he's at a loss, no longer his usual smooth and confident self
he stumbles over his words and mumbles reassurances under his breath, hoping to provide you some sense of comfort while he gets his thoughts in order
he knows this isn't something he can joke his way around
John cleans and bandages you up, having done the same for himself countless times following the frequent fights of his youth
he gives you one of his T-shirts to borrow and settles onto the bed next to you
he shares his own thoughts and struggles with you, wanting you to feel less alone
John doesn't have much to offer in the way of coping strategies or outlets, as he isn't exactly the best at managing his own emotions
instead he rubs your back and shushes you, rambling and sharing mindless stories to take your mind off of things until you're able to drift off to sleep
Paul
Paul's doe eyes fill with tears at the sight of your fresh wounds, threatening to spill over before he takes a deep breath to calm his nerves
he mentally scolds himself, knowing he has to hold it together so as not to upset his beloved any further
he takes a gentle and nurturing approach the delicate situation at hand, slowly stepping closer to you and placing a comforting hand on your shoulder
Paul offers endless words of reassurance, telling you how beautiful you are and reminding you that you're the light of his life and the strongest person he knows
he helps you clean up if you allow him, gingerly patting your skin with a dampened cloth
he places gentle kisses on your forehead and strokes your hair, using his thumbs to wipe away your tears as he finally lets his own slip down his ruddy cheeks
when you're clean and settled into bed, Paul picks up his guitar and begins to strum
he plays you a soothing melody, hoping the soft chords and lilt of his voice will lull you to sleep so you can rest and recover
George
George approaches the situation with a calm but serious demeanor
he is deeply concerned for you, but understands your pain and doesn't want to push you to open up to him before you're ready
he soaks a washcloth in cool water and dabs it on your skin to clean you up
he'll fetch you a clean set of clothing to make sure you're comfortable and cared for
though he doesn't want to pry, a quiet voice in his head urges him to help you work through your overwhelming emotions
the man of few words suddenly finds much to say, offering wisdom from his own spiritual practices and beliefs
he emphasizes the importance of finding inner peace and grounding yourself before granting you some time to process his words
when you're ready, George walks you through a guided meditation and some mindful breathing techniques, hoping to bring you some peace of mind
Ringo
Ringo is devastated and doesn't quite understand the situation or what may have led you to do this
he wonders how the one he adores so much could ever want to cause such harm to themselves
he offers to do or bring you anything you need, desperate to remedy the situation
he rifles through the bathroom cabinet for bandages, finally coming across a small metal tin
Ringo rushes over to kneel by your side and begins to place the adhesive bandages over your wounds
being the supportive partner he is, he's so blinded by his dedication to caring for you that he doesn't seem to notice the bandages are far too small
when he gets to the fifth one you fail to stifle a laugh, amused by his determination to make them fit
his face lights up when he hears you laugh - the most melodic sound he could ever imagine
he tries to cheer you up with his usual nonsensical Ringo-isms, lightening your mood and easing your worries with talk of silly fantasies and reminders of your happiest memories together
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Suicide is such a comforting thought. Nothing matters when I’m dead.
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tavania-77 · 22 hours
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M@stvrbate, sleep or $h. This is my every night choice I have to make
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endorphinmybeloved · 3 days
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Whats ur slf hrm song?
If you have one thats it
Mine is GIRL HELL 1999
By FemTanyl!!
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shcultureis · 3 days
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sh culture is thinking “i’m going to actually WRECK my [insert body part(s)] later” and then not doing it
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morgansrecoveringig · 6 months
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My problem is me. I can’t socialize for shit. All i do is self sabotage. There is something wrong with me that no one can fix.
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iwillnotseeheaven · 4 months
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prettygirlsrot · 5 months
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do i masturbate or self harm? these are life’s greatest questions.
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wavyypeachyy · 7 months
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I don’t think suicidal thoughts actually ever go away.
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