#s4lf h4rm

[morgansrecoveringig]

My problem is me. I can’t socialize for shit. All i do is self sabotage. There is something wrong with me that no one can fix.

#s3lf harn #s3lf mutilation #s3lfharmm #self h@rm #tw s3lf harm #depressing shit #depressiv #mentally exhausted #mentally fucked #mentally unstable #slef harm #styroblr #tw depressing stuff #self mutalition #se1f h4rm #$elf h4rm #s4lf h4rm #tw self h4rm #s3lf hate #$elf harm #self h4te #tw self destructive behavior #tw self destruction #sh cvt #cvtaddict #baby cvts #cvutting #styr0twt #styr0blr #988blr

[sanniolodio]

Why am I not allowed to hurt myself, while everyone else can?

#self h@te #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #tw selfhate #depressing life #kinda depressing #self h4te #su1c1d4l #vent #sorry for being depressing #depressing shit #depressiv #i hate it here #i hate everything #self mutalition #self h@rm #tw self h4rm #se1f h4rm #s4lf h4rm #text #self half #tw s3lf harm #s3lf mutilation #s3lfharmm #selfharrrm #baby cvts #cvtaddict #i want to cvt #made of styro

[b100dstains]

you healed wounds then constructed new ones

#bpd #s4lf h4rm #sh #styr0blr #vent #bpd baddie #bpd be like #bpd brain #bpd blog #bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd feels #bpd thoughts #bpd problems #borderline things #being borderline #actually borderline #borderline problems #living with borderline #borderline blog #borderline thoughts #borderline personality disorder

[pinkrainmonster]

*me with multiple barcodes on my arm*

"why does my arm hurt???😩"

#s4lf h4rm #self h@rm #tw self destruction #self mutalition #s3lf harn #baby cvts #cvtaddict #cvtt!ng #sh cvt #i want to cvt #selfharrrm #shblur

[forbiddenbean02]

Tw: sh mention

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That feeling of invalidation you get when you don’t even have the motivation to cvt >>>>

like “wow you’re such a faker, too depressed to cvt? Pshhh, stop pretending you’re even a cvtter then”

#$h #$h tumblr #baby cvts #cvtaddict #i want to cvt #s4lf h4rm #self h@rm #tw self h4rm #twsh #sh cvt #i wanna cvt #cvtt!ng #tw s3lf harm #tw sh in tags

[atelocvts]

I need someone to tell me how to take care of deep cuts. Like deep styro and/or beans because whatever the fuck I’m doing now cannot be right.

I changed my bandages on the bean cuts I have on my arms for the second time today, and I swear, it was the most painful thing ever. Worse than the actual cutting. It was so painful I threw up. It took me a solid thirty minutes to do, and it was absolutely traumatizing.

This cannot be the right way to be bandaging them, so please please please if someone could tell me how to do this properly, I seriously need help. I am begging, please tell me how to do this right.

And before anyone suggests it, it’s not possible for me to go to the hospital or get any sort of help.

#self h@rm #988blr #cvtaddict #sh things #sh tumblr #sh cvt #styr0blr #styroblr #self mutalition #s4lf h4rm #tw s3lf harm #s3lf harn #s3lfharmm #s3lf mutilation #cvtt!ng #i want to cvt #cvt #cvutting #beansblr #i seriously need help please #hands and knees I am begging

[mut1l4t3d-z0mb13]

It's so funny to me when I go on shtok and so much of it is like "when I see the white line: 😱" but I honestly don't remember a single cut of mines where I didn't see the white line. Im pretty sure even my first cut had reached styr0 or something close to it 😭😭

#tw sh related #tw sh implied #tw self destruction #tw slfhrm #tw s3lf harm #tw self h4rm #tw sh in tags #tw self destructive behavior #self h@rm #s3lf mutilation #s3lf harn #s3lfharmm #slef harn #slef harm #slfharm #$elf h4rm #s4lf h4rm #se1f h4rm #$elf harm #$h tumblr #$hblr #shblrr #hitting styro #styr0twt #styr0blr #styroblr #cvtt!ng #sh cvt #i want to cvt #cvtaddict

[iwant2cvt]

I NEED NEW BLADES. I RLLY MISS MY OLD ONES BUT MY OARENTS TOOK THEM. does anyone know how i can get more blades?!

#$elf h4rm #$h vent #$h h4rm #$h relapse #cw sh #stryoblr #self mutalition #styr0blr #i need to cvt #s3lfharmm #hitting styro #made of styro #s3lf hate #cat scratches #cw s/h #depressing shit #s/h mention #s3lf harm #s3lf harn #s3lf mutilation #s4lf h4rm #self destruction #self destructive behavior #self destructive tendencies #self h4te

[wanderinwinter]

#s4lf h4rm #selfharrrm #self harm #self harrrm #self harm memes

[morgansrecoveringig]

reminiscing on the good old days (when i was severely mentally ill and addicted to sh and no one knew)

#s3lf harn #s3lf mutilation #s3lfharmm #self h@rm #tw s3lf harm #depressing shit #depressiv #mentally exhausted #mentally fucked #mentally unstable #su1cide #self h4te #su1c1dal #su1c1d3 #slef harm #tw depressing stuff #self mutalition #s3lf hate #se1f h4rm #s4lf h4rm #tw self h4rm #$elf harm #$elf h4rm #cvtaddict #sh cvt #baby cvts #cvutting #styr0twt #styr0blr #styroblr

[sh0wmyr1bs]

Sorry for not posting in a bit.

Anyway I got a hold of a box cutterrrr!!

#tw ana shit #s€lfh4rm #se1f h4rm #tw self h4rm #tw eating issues #mental illness #mental problems #s4lf h4rm #tw s3lf harm #tw ana trigger #tw triggers #t

[stopitplease]

everytime i cut myself i get the urge to also cut my wrists, but I can't bc then people would notice so I'll just stick to my thighs

#tw self destructive behavior #self h@rm #selfharn #s4lf h4rm #tw s3lf harm #fresh cvts #cvtt1ng #cvtaddict #tw cvtting #cutt1ng

[pinkrainmonster]

#e4t1ng d1s0rd3r #e4ting disorder #ed disorder #tw ed diet #bulim14 #tw restrictive ed #disordered eating thoughts #tw disordered eating #ed not ed sheeran #ed dairy #s4lf h4rm #ed vent #ed bullshit #ed relapse #ed ednotsheeran restriction #ed behaviour tw #ed not sherran #ed not sheeren #ed shitpost #tw ed but not sheeran #tw depressing stuff #poem #poetry #st⭐️rving #starv1ng #st⭐️rve #st4rv1ng #i wanna ⭐️ve #i want to ⭐️ve #⭐️ving

[forbiddenbean02]

I have a question to the other people who sh.

Do any of you just feel like you can’t get angry? I don’t mean as in you actively shove it back so no one sees it, I mean do you genuinely just not experience feeling angry?

I get feelings of annoyance, but I swear I can’t get actually angry no matter who decides to bother me. I wish I could feel it and just lash out on whoever’s bothering me, but I never end up doing it because it’s like in the moment I just have a “do you know what, I don’t fucking care” mentality.

I only ask because I don’t know why I get it, and I just wondered if anyone else has the same thing.

(Tw: sh rant below)

Also can people just leave me alone and realise that this is a coping mechanism? I don’t get why it’s an issue if I’m not attempting to hit the self destruct button and I keep it cleaned myself. I’m not hurting anyone, just leave me alone to handle my own business 😭

#self h@rm #baby cvts #i want to cvt #sh cvt #s4lf h4rm #cvtaddict #$h #$h tumblr #i wanna cvt #tw self h4rm #twsh

[atelocvts]

What are beans supposed to look like while healing? Cause i don’t know if mine are healing right and it’s freaking me out 😭

#self mutalition #self h@rm #988blr #cvtaddict #sh things #tw s3lf harm #s3lf harn #s3lf mutilation #s4lf h4rm #sh tumblr #$h tumblr #$hblr #$elf h4rm #$elf harm #beansblr #sh cvt #i want to cvt #cvtt!ng #cvutting

[the-flesh-of-mental-illness]

i don't know what i would do without you

and it scares me

#mentally ill #mental illness #kms #suicide #suicidal #tw suicidal thoughts #sewerslide #sewerslidal #tw suicice #suicice #tw sh #sh #self harm #self harn #s4lf h4rm #cut #cuts #cutting #cvt #cvts #cvtting #tw ed #ed #tw eating disorder #tw disordered eating #eating disorder #disordered eating #ana #mia #anorexia