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lostmf · 6 months

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shatteredfallenangel · 4 months

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Kill me so I don't have to kill myself. It would be too much for my family if I killed myself.

#tw self destruction #tw depressing thoughts #vent post #self destruction #sucidial #suic1de #su1c1d3 #tw sui ideation #tw: sucidal thoughts #su1c1d4l #su1cide

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someguy404 · 5 months

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Does anyone know how to be sent to a mental hospital??? I don’t mean this in an attention seeking way.

I’m a minor and I can’t admit myself, I’m too scared to call a hotline, and my family doesn’t notice anything— even my multiple attempts.

I know some r not the best places to be but I genuinely can’t keep myself safe anymore. Pls help.

#suic1de #tw sui ideation #beansblr #sh tumblr #sh vent #shblur #tw self destructive thoughts #tw self sabotage #tw sh implied #tw sh in tags #su!cidal #suic!de #su1c1dal #sucicide #su1c1d3 #sucidial

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addictedteenager · 11 months

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Już mi wszystko jedno

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gabykatttt · 24 days

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You are not alone

Trigger warning ⚠️ ‼️ Suicide attempt

Today was nice beautiful day of the troll village.

Poppy,Viva and the others are setting up party for Veneer living with them since he and Velvet went their separate ways after prison.

Veneer started to do a solo act of sing without a troll’s talent. He was proud for making progress for himself having a normal live.

Floyd felt guilty of why Veneer left his sister behind after what happened two years ago at the rage dome at Mount Rageous.

Branch in the other hand didn’t trust Veneer first until Floyd convince him to be a brother figure to him. Branch finally accepted Veneer and starts being protective to him.

Bruce and Brandy liked Veneer as their son. They always invite him to the Vacay island to spend time with them and the kids.

As for Clay. He’ll always tell Veneer to come join his sad book club. Of course Veneer joins his club.

Poppy and Viva are sister figures to Veneer. They would make candy bracelets and eating them. They also have themselves a sleepovers whenever Veneer feels down due to his mental health.

Lastly John Dory and Delta show Veneer around what live for a family is.

This is going to be the best party ever Viva said letting out her excitement

You got that right sis Poppy replied adding the final touch of glitter.

Hey girls Clay said crying after reading his sad book.

Clay sweetie have you been reading sad stories again? Viva asked wiping his tears.

Yes Clay replied giving Viva a kiss on the cheek. Viva couldn’t help but blush.

Poppy smirked as she used her tail to come down.

I see you and Clay are dating Poppy said.

Yeah we are Viva replied giving Clay a kiss on the cheek.

No idiot you’re supposed to mix the butter Delta yelled.

No it’s said mix it after sweetheart John replied. As the couple started arguing for no reason.

Floyd and Branch rolled their eyes.

Say where’s Veneer by the way? Viva asked

He said he was getting some fresh air but he hasn’t came back yet Floyd replied starting to get worried.

I’ll fine him Branch said exiting the castle to find Veneer.

Few hours later

Veneer where are you? Branch yelled still no sign of Veneer.

Veneer Branch said repeating his name over and over again but no response.

Veneer Branch repeated again until he finally found Veneer standing on the cliff.

Oh no Branch gasped as he quickly ran towards him.

It’s all my fault Veneer said crying as he kept walking towards the cliff.

No it’s your fault Veneer Branch said trying to use his words wisely.

It is I hurt Floyd and my sister hates me, you hate me so I’ll be okay to die anyways Veneer said taking a few steps of the cliff.

Branch gasped as he used his hair to climb on the tree and stopped Veneer.

Veneer fell on the ground.

No please let me die I don’t deserve to live Veneer said trying to get up but no use.

No I won’t let you Branch replied getting on Veneer’s shoulder.

Why? Veneer asked as tears started to form again.

Branch took a deep breath and started to sing a song to calm Veneer down

Branch 🎶🎤

Another day has gone

I'm still all alone

How could this be?

You're not here with me

You never said goodbye

Someone tell me why

Did you have to go?

And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself

How did love slip away?

Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone

I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

But you are not alone

I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone

Why, 'lone

Just the other night

I thought I heard you cry

Asking me to come

And hold you in my arms

I can hear your prayers

Your burdens I will bear

But first I need your hand

Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself

How did love slip away?

Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone

I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

But you are not alone

I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

But you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come running

And girl you know that I'll be there

I'll be there

That you are not alone

I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

But you are not alone

I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

For you are not alone (You are not alone)

For I am here with you (I am here with you)

Though you're far away (Though you're far away)

I am here to stay (You and me)

For you are not alone (You're always in my heart)

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

For you are not alone

Not alone, oh

You are not alone

Say it again

You are not alone

Not alone, not alone

If you just reach out for me girl

In the morning, in the evening

Not alone, not alone

You and me

Not alone

Oh, together, together

Gotta stop being alone

Veneer began to cry as Branch started to wipe his tears.

Don’t cry Veneer you’re not alone me,Poppy,and the others were here for you you’re part of the family now Branch said gently.

Thank you Veneer said wiping his tears and getting up.

Now come on we have a surprise for you Branch said smiling.

Okay Veneer said as he walked away from the cliff and headed home where he belongs.

#trolls band together #trolls veneer #trolls branch #trolls poppy #trolls viva #trolls brozone #angst #sucidial #trolls au #Spotify

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yung-gxd · 13 days

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I need someone to beat me so bad, I want someone to make me feel on the outside how I feel on the inside. I’m trash and I deserve to be thrown away. I’m not a good person please believe, I don’t deserve happiness or anything but pain.

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iatetwosteaksandonefryforlunch · 4 months

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Y'all don't know what dedication is until you break open 2 RAZORS JUST FOR THE SMALL BLADE INSIDE

#tw selfhate #tw self destruction #baby cvts #sucidial #tw: sucidal thoughts #self h@rm #sh cvt #tw bruising #alcohilism #sh vent #razor

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hamptersadness · 2 months

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Tw: sewerslide talk

I hate it when people are like "haha I hate myself so much I wanna kms I'm so quirky" or "omg I'm so embarrassed imma go die now" "im going to jump out of a window" yada yada yada

Do they not realize how horrible it is to be suicidal? To wake up everyday knowing people love you but you don't feel like you love them enough? To wake up feeling like you are so fucking worthless that getting up from bed is a nightmare?

Have they felt the endless empty promises? The constant last I love yous and good byes? The horror of being sick after having an attempt? The shock that goes through your body when it realizes you just tried to end your life?

Have they had to LEARN how to look themselves in the mirror and tell themselves that being alive is okay?

Wanting to end your life is not fun or quirky. It's not funny.

I am ashamed of my attempts. I am ashamed of my scars. I am ashamed of how much I hurted people.

I am ashamed that I am almost a legal adult and cannot be trusted with narcotics and lethal weapons.

STOP THINKING MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEMS ARE COOL

#mental health #ocd #mental illness #actually ocd #sewersidal #sucidial #unalive #self murdered #tw sui ideation #tw sui vent #tw sewerslide #i hate people who fake mental health disorders

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soy-anarexica · 10 days

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Mierda no puedo dejar de comparar mi cuerpo con el tuyo

#anaymia #anor3c1a #anorexies #estoy gorda #no quiero ser gorda #diario de una gorda #gorda asquerosa #sucidial

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lostmf · 10 months

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I am losing sight of reasons to not kill my self

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shatteredfallenangel · 4 months

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I hate waking up in the morning. I hate waking up at all. I wish I could have my childhood wish come true and just sleep forever. Please, let it come true

#tw self destruction #tw depressing thoughts #selfharrrm #tw sui ideation #tw sucidal ideation #tw: sucidal thoughts #suic1de #sucidial

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someguy404 · 5 months

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scared of dying, tired of living

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hyacinthdreamsworld · 7 months

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doctors said if i don't stop c*tting, i won't be able to get top surgery. this is such bullshit.

#self h@rm #depressiv #self destruction #sad thoughts #depressing shit #tw s3lf harm #s3lfharmm #kinda depressing #s3lf harn #sucidial

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sh0wmyr1bs · 7 months

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I want to kill myself so bad, but I made a promise to my boyfriend that I wouldn’t.

But god almost every night I want to take all the pills in my room.

And my mom also found an old suicide note a few weeks ago.

I’m just so tired, and I feel like the medication I’ve started taking for my depression and shit is making the thoughts worse.

I’m just so done.

And my anxiety is getting way worse, and I’m trying to stop cutting but it’s so fucking hard especially when the only person helping me with it is my boyfriend which means a bunch to me, I just feel so toxic.

I just want it all to end, but I have to keep going for him, I just don’t know if I can.

I’m exhausted.

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sarnaiii · 3 months

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Tak właściwie to mam już wszystko zaplanowane i przygotowane tylko czekam na idealny moment żeby umrzeć chuda a nie ulana i żeby zrobić to tak by nikt z osób które znam się nie domyśliły odrazu, mam już listy i wszystkie potrzebne rzeczy więc myślę że najlepiej zrobić to w walentynki lub chwilę po czyli dwa miesiące po ostatniej nie udanej próbie i zdążę przynajmniej chłopakowi dać prezent bo już mam kupiony xd

Nie wiem po co tu to pisze, muszę się wygadać a przyjaciółka zadzwoniła by na policję gdyby wiedziała

Więc mam jakiś ponad tydzień by schudnąć więc lecę na fast jak najdłużej i będzie zajebiście

#blogi motylkowe #chce byc lekka #chude jest piękne #lekka jak motyl #bede motylkiem #chudzinka #motylki any #bede lekka #chce widziec swoje kosci #nie chce być gruba #tw ana shit #depressing shit #shitpost #tw: sucidal thoughts #sucidial #próba samobójcza #xd

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boysaresuicidal2 · 1 year

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I've given my whole heart to people who have taken advantage of it. And somewhere along the way.. I lost myself. I've spent so much of my time saving other people. that I forgot to save me.

#sucidial #pain #depressing tumblr #depressing blog #anxitey #depressive

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