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blushinglollymeow · 2 days

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She told me she loves me...but I do not deserve your love...

....I don't think I'll ever get sober.

-chase atlantic

#thinspø #th1nsp1ration #4norexla #@n@ diary #@na motivation #i need to lose so much weight #@na blog #@nor3xia #starv1ng #tw ed but not sheeran #🌟ving #🌟ve #light as a 🪶#🕯️as a feather #🦴spo #@nor3×14 #@n@ buddy #@na bvtt3rfly #@na shit

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cherryesthyme · 1 day

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life will not wait for you to become better and stronger - it will just pass.

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meeenx · 15 days

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in the spirit of ✨romantizing my mental illnesses✨

i am dubbing this specific phenomenon:

the slim hours

in my experience doing intermittent f@sting, this is the specific period of time in my fast where:

it’s after the point where i get the most hungry

it’s sometime at the 22hr mark, it used to be at the 20hr mark

i do not feel it if i do a 16:8 fast - only for extended ones (18:6 or OMAD comes times depending on what i eat before)

in my experience, i start to:

lose the hungry feelings

my body feels almost like my bones are heavy

increased focus after 17-18 hours, i was able to get multiple things done and efficiently

if i sm0ke 🍃, it hits 10x harder va sm0king when eating/after eating

most of the time i am able to ⭐️ve past 24hrs if i can get to this point.

feeling energized to get through workouts

feeling a bit more cheerful in personality/maybe in part to exercise release chemicals and such

each time i get to this time in a f@st, i always see the scale drop the next day. always.

drinking low cal drinks, coffee, tea, anything without cals doesn’t affect it.

i call it ‘the slim hours’ because it does feel like after the 22hr mark it’s like i feel myself shrinking, like my body is forced to eat through my fat instead of any extra cals.

this time is different for everyone, but i’d recommend finding

✨ your slim hours ✨

(let me know if there’s a scientific name for this i wasn’t sure and just gave it a cute name imo idk i was a visual arts major plz)

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imamonstr · 23 days

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skinny girl dinner

#i hate calories #ed but not ed sheeran #i hate my body #⭐️rving #@na bvtt3rfly #@n@ diary #mealsp0 #low cal meal #i need to lose so much weight #i wanna be sk1nn1 #⭐️ve #low cal diet #low calorie meals #meal$p0 #skinnygirl #i wanna be slim #i hate my existence #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran

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cecesstarving · 17 days

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is it even possible to loose a pound a day?? im trying to get down to 110 for summer

please send food recommendations as well, im looking for more snacks that are just like the average ana foods

(putting as many tags as possible because i need help asap)

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blushinglollymeow · 2 days

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LETZ SEE HOW MUCH I'LL LOSE IN ONE WEEK ♥️🦴

Imma try to workout every day and start sumthin' new in order to not feel hungry imma keep y'all updated if it worked :P

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meeenx · 8 days

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(please understand this was after a day) but omg yall pickle juice.

pickle juice is kinda an acquired taste. i love pickles. the juice ain’t my beverage of choice.

THAT SAID

if you like it, and/or don’t mind because you are struggling with appetite/b!nges.

take some sips during the day/during a fast and let me know if you also aren’t feeling any hunger at all - so i’m 20 hrs in, normally i feel a little hunger and want to eat, and i have been just drinking water and after, sipping a little pickle juice (approx. a tablespoon) from a non-expired jar in the fridge i had and i have had a delta 9 edible, i had a smoke on a second walk (w33d) and i’ve exercised, period is about to start, i am still not hungry. not even a desire to think about it even…

i want to try this again tomorrow and get high again, but yall im freaking out because this is working???

there was a girl that go t-w0rded on here and reblogged the fact that she lost the ability to gain weight because her bf said “drink some pickle juice” and she’s been maintaining her lw since and not even by choice - she recovered months ago so i looked it up online that it has some appetite suppressant qualities but to be safe and not drink like jars and shit of it because the sodium content is so high and bad in the long run, but i’m planning (and you should to) to just have it when i have cravings during a fast and want to go longer on a fast, not eat as much, etc. and im not gonna be one of those girlies to gatekeep shit if it works for me, because it could work for someone else and if you are safe, as i’ve asked you all to be…do with what this info what u will

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deepdown-feelings · 5 months

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I want to be small

I want to be tiny

I want to be weightless

I want him to pick me up effortlessly

I want him to be scared that he might break me

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cvp1dsasha · 11 days

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i can't wait.

i can't wait to be tomorrow and c0unt my c@ls.

i can't wait to be tomorrow and drink water to f1ll my stomach.

i can't wait to be tomorrow and listen to my stomach gr0wl.

i can't wait to be tomorrow and go through 3dtumblr to ease my hung3r.

i can't wait to be tomorrow and be consistent.

i can't wait to be tomorrow.

i can't wait to feel changements.

i can't wait to see changements.

i can't wait.

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marionettemi · 5 months

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Does anyone else feel like their ED is only about weight? I’m always told every anor3xic is looking for control and I’m like… I have control in every other part of my life. Food is the one thing I don’t care to control.

It feels genuinely just about weight to me. I want to be pretty and skinny, it is about weight.

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coffeendana · 7 months

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Losing 10 lbs feels like nothing

And gaining 10 lbs feels like the end of the world

#@na fast #@na meal #@na memes #@na bvtt3rfly #ana dairy #disordered eating thoughts #i wanna be weightless #@na motivation #@na rant #tw ana diary

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blushinglollymeow · 2 days

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I'm going to turn from the girl that no one wanted into the girl no one could have....from the girl whom he took as granted to the girl he'd be on his knees for. From the girl they gossiped about to the girl they are jealous of. From the girl that was used in any way possible because she was kind, naïve, not standing up for and unsure about herself to the girl who everyone respects. From pink to dark red.

W.a.t.c.h. m.e. ✨

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randilookssoblue · 5 months

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Day 3:

This is THE thinspo pic. My ultimate goal is being able to wrap my hand around my upper arm. I like that she isn't half naked and yet you can still see how thin she is. You can see her hips and collar bones and it's just perf

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meeenx · 9 days

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the cute sundresses that end at the middle of the thigh

how hair falls around your collarbones

“you look good!”

goth dark aesthetic looks amazing, coquette aesthetic looks amazing, street wear ✅, y2k, office attire, dark academia, WITH ANY LOOK I TRY, MY SKINNY BODY BECOMES MY BIGGEST ACCESSORY

really let’s be real, you can kinda just wear anything

thighs not rubbing together when you walk

people acknowledge what you eat to see how they can get like you

baggy jeans hugging your hip bones instead

wanting to be seen with you

wanting to be around you

feeling like your finally hot for them

“is this your smallest size?”

defined facial features

“your arms are so tiny!”

you have to eat less/better to loose weight > body stops tolerating greasy, fatty, large amounts of food > forced to buy less/better food = more money back to your pocket + less food = skinny consistently

kinder public, people go out of their way to speak to you, help you get things out of reach.

exercise gets easier

stares - especially living is a area known for obesity. people look at you like the exception

small fingers

shopping for swimsuits, crop tops and shorts is so fun

also summer??? beach runs in cute work out gear??? bikini parties????posing for cute sunset photos not worrying about angles in pictures

NOT WORRYING ABOUT ANGLES IN PICTUREs!!!

doing anything looks ethereal

encouragement/inspiration for others to stay living healthier + making impact to those around you

feeling small and dainty in mediums and larges that the neck lines almost fall off your shoulders (this happens to me and my biggest flex)

confidence through the roof, so that opens up possibilities in the workforce, in your personal life, etc.

(hugging) “i feel like i’m crushing you”

toxic and former friends don’t hang around anymore. anyone who feeds off your insecurity or feelings of superiority or felt you were all at the same level, get threatened and leave (it’s for the better truly fuck these people they never want you to be good or better than them, weight aside they are to be identified and avoided ASAP.)

better sleep

better skin texture

exes, ghosters, old crushes suddenly and pathetically popping back into your life

feeling like an actual main character in your life vs. the supporting actor

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cecesstarving · 15 days

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what exercises have given you the most results?

ive started riding my bike again but i can only do so much of that at once

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