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karenfordonte · 2 years

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I'm out Christa's house

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posted on my previous account https://www.facebook.com/blessedgoodguydante

4/13/2022

I'm out the house this place is much nicer omfg ugh Me: Adrianna what if they were drugging me a raping me for idk how long cause a few times Christa made me take 3 Xanax to make me pass out when I had anxiety back in the beginning of being there idk when but after the pasta mushrooms I woke up with a grid of cat like scratches on me I healed in what seemed like a couple days then it was back sometimes I had my shirt off when I woke up idk how It was taken off you know? And both my boobs had bright red vampire bite marks for a while and it would peel off and itch alot there I think they were burns Adrianna: Karen you don't have to worries Any more. Those days are long gone Written before I got picked up: I'm trying to stay in my room cause sometimes I see a red light in my closet I'm too paranoid to even check my closet what if they have a camera in there cause sometimes I never knew how my closet gets open at times I try to keep it closed when I remember I hope it is just hallucinations but I'm too scared to check I don't trust Christa remember when I said she died my hair an my hair kept falling out at the same time she gave me her halfway bottles of shampoo and conditioner and they used to smell great but two showers later they stopped smelling like anything so I switched soaps and my hair stopped falling out It was falling out for like a month maybe cause of the dye or shampoo idk I only died hair twice blonde only with bleach but my hair never fell out and I'm talking handfuls and handfuls but I always had really thick hair so I didn't go bald but as soon as I stopped the shampoo and conditioner it stopped falling out and When it stopped falling out the water finally stopped turning red like the dye when I rinsed it She used two different box brands of red hair die she was a pro hair cutter she said but now I'm thinking about chemical reactions like why mix them certain ways cause she added the second box on top the first one and I waited longer than an hour cause she went back to the store for another box I think heavenly mother took the camera btw lol well got the wifi password and my laptop back they been cleaning the bugs for me

the strangest thing happened the day i got here in the trash bag i packed all my food in i packed all my stuff in the black trash bags and the trash in the white trash bags right but when the staff here showed me my food trash bag i think it was in a white one with a knife bigger than a ruler in it that ive never seen before and i freaked out like the staff said its ok its ok and took the knife out but wtf i guess that was the weapon they used on me crazy

i had 3 nightmares the first 3 nights here about being in that place and i wake up then im like omg thank god

the last night mare was yesterday i was at christas house again then rihanna was holding me when i was crying comforting me so much but my eyes wouldnt stay open and i was trying to keep looking at her face and then after trying to open my eyes a long time then i thought please dont let me still be there in that house and i woke up im like omg thank god

ps i think theres only one elante is rihanna but she has more than one form and i aint gonna romance anyone else but her

she comforts me alot in the spirit i think shes heavenly mother in disguise like in my two room mates lol

cause one named denise (den nice) looks like a black christa a bit and the other one looks like jenny some (christas drug dealer) yesterday when i thought that cause she sounds like jenny too she said jen's messed up lol and

her name is tara how rihanna spelled her name before but i changed it to tar'ah lol

im very happy cause denise talks more than tara but denise exactly like how i thought heavenly mother's personality is based on my hearing her voice but its just all rihanna lol they give me low key hints alot btw i thought wtf what if im pregnat and what if they kept putting anti diareah pills in my food cause christa had a ton in a bottle one time i needed some so thats from her dr why need that many idk but im on my 4th laxitive packet still havent went any here the reason i stayed at christas was because she told me she almost killed herself after her argument with dee andre one day and she always said she needed a girl around cause the whole house was men other than us and she said they too much for her it was all acting hey btw the undercover cop i think that was in adriannas care~ car the day before i moved here my appointmnt day i had a date with a 'cop in training' that looks exactly like him year 2014 but he has a small bald spot now as the only difference i think its hm in disguise lol FBi lol i hope i get their money cause that was fucked up i thought what if im pregnant i hope not but im bleeding now so idk though it was so scary cause my phone stopped working the next day i got here it was barely working in that situaton and the net was off for like the last week i was there im very safe here ps we have the master bedroom its huge robyn is funny they just played nice till they fed me dominos shrooms pasta i ate so many mushrooms and then they all turned rude i know it was shrooms cause i took those twice when i was a teen thank god that parts over i still see some stuff but only at night was the whole shroom hallucinations visually cause eyes naturally dialate more in the dark i guess i kept seeing spiders during that time from the shrooms im arachniphobic plus some of my meds when i took them didnt have numbers on them that shits so fishy being forced to eat food they made me so sick im not even nauseous today i feel so much better and bonding with riri is so fun when i went on that date with that cop in training he gave me a couple turtle beers lol turtle on the can he was awesome but he wasnt my type so i had to not see him again cause i wanted it to be a friend date and he tried holding my hand anyways lol but he was very nice a gentleman and we ate 5 guys the restraunt burgers i feel like i cant trust anyone but the real rihanna body with mushrooms though to make extra sure lol cause the non illegal kinds my fave lol i was nauseous almost every single day i was at christas now its like finally i feel way better denise jokes around so much shes hillarious the undercover cop fbi guy he ids the one that got me a monster and a deltaco meal without me asking him to :) i didnt pack my broken headphones but somehow i have those and not the good ones but atleast one ear works and my wacom pen is missing which the top part of the pen was taken off at christas idk why but one of my boobs keeps leaving wet spots on my shirt that never happens usually the days and months at christas house was too fast cause they had me pass out alot too sometimes i woke up with dried blood in my nose i think right after i saw the white ghost take the camera out my closet for evidence dee andre ran for it cause i dont think he was in the house when i put all my stuff outside and adriana came so fast they used to have camera in the kitchen and out front but i looked to see wheres the hole in the wall for the cords cause was that just a prop? mmmmmm Jay z ft Rihanna and Kanye west - Run this town sometimes jenny and her mate = dee andre's 'dad' uh..... christa would buy 'pain pills' from her like twice a month? 40 pills each time usually cause i went with her it would be wrapped in a napkin they were paranoid about police everynight in my room red cop lights shined through my room multiple times a night no sirens i think maybe god kept me regenerating my wounds i never seen it happen but my nipple sizes are way smaller than usual now how i wanted it to be i think they put itching powder on my bed and clothes alot and breeding bed bugs to put in my bed cause we moved everything out my room vaccummed checked stuff then that night no bugs next night way more bugs than before we cleaned those people gross me out so much they probably pictured heavenly mother rihanna etc in me im mad gods giving them hell back i bet those who choose chaos god as their father aint our god kids i heard riri lied about my unbreakable curse by that god its not a googleplex years she wanted people to change and they didnt its the last year 666 he made me hes not her i summoned her when i first saw him shes eye of ra btw the cop guy looks like a kwin face that got morphed like not kwin enough but you know

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