#this post 🤝 my I want to be eaten by an alligator post 🤝 my I want castiel to hit me in the head with a hammer (gone sexual) post

[kerryweaverlesbian]

What if I exploded into blood and gore and viscera just real quick and then reconstituted like nothing happened and then everyone can get back to what they're doing. I just feel it would be fun to do.

#'och! a proccess has occurred!' #this post 🤝 my I want to be eaten by an alligator post 🤝 my I want castiel to hit me in the head with a hammer (gone sexual) post #I don't know what they say about my psyche but I know they're all connected. maybe it just says quite simply masochism lmao #it's not to be in pain it's to have an overwhelming sensory experience #where I am not in control and nobody would expect me to be #and I'm totally fine afterwards #anyway. back to my definitely completely unrelated large project that is all my responsibility and is 99% computer based #cawis creates #am I perhaps underestimated 🤔🤔🤔 #maybe I should try an exercise class or something