#this would be epic if i was actually devoutly pious & all but there is no goal i am just like not born right

[derpinette]

so celibate i am abstinent even towards myself

#because i am physically Incapable like in general #& it does nothing for me never has also in general like literally it is impossible not due to external factors #this would be epic if i was actually devoutly pious & all but there is no goal i am just like not born right #but sometimes i feel an emotion equivalent to a moid jerking it face down into a pillow while crying #but like on the outside i am completely clothed & normally sitting or standing still with a regular (blank) facial expression #specifically a moid i think it adds to the pathetic nature of the emotion #lucky for me this will never be a problem. only for myself if i want to change & IDC enough to #not that important to me but also i really doubt i even can honestly 0_0 ♯IGNORED ! #bad news is i am ******** & ********* at an intrinsic level. so really this was a blessing #i just keep pushing it down always Uhm figuratively i mean... o_O ♯REPRESSIONFTW but only for me #not for the fellow homosexual women on my Websites