#tho being jewish that might make me feel Worse idk i dont know much abt it

[modernmutiny]

Catch me recovering from that fucking sledgehammer of a moon knight ep by drinking whisky out of a large tea cup with oranges on it and watching Rhys Darby's entire filmography

#moon knight spoilers #sort of? #teddy talks #starting with wrecked bc i already saw all the wwdits stuff #its like a comedic Lost and rhys breaks his legs and just sits and makes stupid funny comments every once in a while #hes wearing the stupidest fucking hat ever #and i love him #once i get bored of this ill look for his comedy stuff #or just switch to taika and watch Jojo rabbit #tho being jewish that might make me feel Worse idk i dont know much abt it #but anyways. being raised by three generations of alcoholics means that when i start having panic attacks i just get hammered #it solves the problem at least lol #long term? eh. short term? im doing fucking amazing ty #that ep fucking hit me over the back of the head with a steel chair btw #did Not expect disney to come out with such a realistic depiction of child abuse #i fucking flinched so hard i fell off my bed when she grabbed the belt #so. whisky and ice cream and checkers hot dogs #i also had to see my father not long after watching it so my mental state is Very Fragile rn #do i need therapy? yes. will i today? no #like marc i too have a broken and fractured mind lol #i just cant stop replaying that in my mind #marc sitting in his room rocking back and forth while his mom breaks down the door and he keeps repeating its not his mom #fuck thats a page taken straight out of my childhood #anyway im drinking Too Much on an empty stomach to numb that shit #🤙🏻 wish me luck