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I think that the overall compelling things about Dong Kyung and Myul Mang's relationship is that its like a tragic circle. One half has had so much of their life go wrong through no fault of their own, while the other causes disaster just by existing and cannot prevent it. They've both been powerless to how the world works. One of them is dying while the other was never alive in the first place. Again, they'd both just accepted that that is how things are. They are two sides of the same coin and found each other by a twist of fate and from knowing and loving the other they both realised they want to live. But they can't without at least one of them dying in a couple of months. They match each other so well and it is just a Tragedy.

The more I think on them the more I realise how well their characters contrast and compliment each other; she never tells the truth on how she feels and he always knows how everyone feels but put in the effort to learn how she acts and thinks because he noticed that she lies. He's never been wished happy birthday before, she remembered this and made sure she celebrated with him. They just Know each other; the gift of seeing her parents, the single second;They just work so well together and I have emotions and need to rant them before i forget them so voila have my thoughts

#toasterrambles #doom at your service #myul mang #does this even make sense #i need to go cook now but yea i just have many feelings #characters that fit well together becasue they compliment and recognise 'flaws' and mould to them make me emotional #i love this show #it better have a good ending or i shall be Mad

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'This feeling what do I call it? I don't know the answer to that. So the only thing I could do is call it you'

Damn why is this the most romantic thing I've heard in a long ass time

#toasterrambles #doom at your service #every ep makes me tear up and my heart race kzncjokvjklx ridiculous #the inherent romance of not understanding but Knowing #i'm dying squirtle

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doom at your service is breaking my heart and i'm not even mad about it

#toasterrambles #doom at your service #good evening i have emotions again

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they should have let Jina throw more things smh

#toasterrambles #doom at your service #she gets to throw things #as a treat

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'I wish I can make you live'

'You're doing that already. You're making me live for real already'

#toasterrambles #bruh these 2 are killing me #the embodiment of disaster and someone who's entire life is always going wrong finding each other and finding happiness #just aaaaaaaaaaaa #im suffering but i'm happy about it #i cannot articulate how much I love their narrative and parallels #doom at your service

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writer kid trying to heal her via autograph kjdbvkhdzbddj

#toasterrambles #doom at your service #him admitting he is easily bribed by food also amused me #cos like same

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it bothers me more than I care to admit that her list isn't written betweeen the lines

#toasterrambles #doom at your service #let's ignore that my own writing is far worse #i have thoughts on the end of the ep but am processing

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i have apparently been blocked from search results for years fsdjhjvbjfb

#toasterrambles #i am Dum

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💃Get to know me💃

Kind of tagged by @a-jellyfish-no-one-wants-to-be yo

when is your birthday? July 24th

what is your favourite colour? Blue

what is your lucky number? I don't think it's lucky but I always think of 17 when asked this

do you have any pets? 1 cat, 1 dog, 1 chicken

How tall are you? 5'8"

how many pairs of shoes do you own? No idea I need to sort and get rid of the ones my insoles don't fit

favourite song? How do people pick this? Ones I love are I was king, we are, the truth untold, I'm fine, and I'm now blanking on anything else I've ever liked

favourite movie? The handmaiden, ever after, el laberinto del fauno

what would be your ideal partner? Someone that does the washing up cos I hate it

do you want children? I have a cat

what colour socks are you wearing? It Is Summer

Bath or shower? Shower

favourite type of music? I'll listen to most things but I listen to rock and pop and movie soundtracks the most probably

how many pillows do you sleep with? 3, 2 under head and one to hug

which position do you sleep in? Go to sleep on a side hugging my pillow and usually wake up on back with pillow next to me or on tummy

what don't you like when you're sleeping? I don't like sleeping in general...it takes me hours to get to sleep and rarely feel refreshed when I wake so I don't like it. Dreams are fun tho as is not thinking for awhile

What do you have for breakfast? Bit of cereal with yoghurt and fruit

have you every tried archery? I used to be an instructor, hopefully can join my local club again when pandemic is less of a thing

favourite swear word? I'm basic, it's Fuck

Favorite fruit? Pomegrantes

Do you have any scars? One that looks like dimple on my cheekbone, one above my lip, one down my right thumb

are you a good liar? I'm alright until I forget what I've lied about

what's your personality type? INFP

what's your favourite type of girl? Was the person that wrote this game trying to find a date dfjfngk

Left or right-handed? Ambidextrous

Favourite food? Bruh. I can't choose. Or think

are you clean or messy? Messy while working but mess stresses me so I tidy up and am in general clean and tidy

favourite foreign food? Anything Thai

how long does it take for you to get ready? 45 mins for work but this includes teeth, face, breakfast, zoning out time, getting dressed and getting lunch. If I'm not working then like 10mins probably

most used phrase? Probably just 'the fuck'

are you a good singer? I think I'm alright but nobody compliments my singing so I may be wrong dndnfmf

do you sing to yourself? Yep a lot

do you like long or short hair? Currently hair is between shoulder blades which is the shortest I've had it, I like this length but think ill grow it out again until I get bored

are you into gossip? With my friends sure

Extrovert or introvert? Introvert fs

favourite school subject? Spanish, art if I had ideas

what makes you nervous? Existing, socialising

who was your first real crush? Either son of a friend of mama's who moved away or girl from school who had a pretty blue coat, I forget which was first

how many piercings do you have? 7 atm, I want more

How fast can you run? I'm very slow

what makes you angry? I don't get angry easily but usually myself

Do you like your own name? Yes

what are your weaknesses? I overthink everything

What are your strengths? I can make cool things and cook pretty well

what is the colour of your bedspread? Normally blues, but it's summer so only blanket atm which is pink

colour of your room? One wall is orange and the others are dark bluey green

Consider this a tag if you also want to over shareee

#toasterrambles #Hope you don't mind me taking the tag #Hope you're ok and we all miss you

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oh for non skating followers, worlds is now over. I'll still reblog stuff i see when i like it but you're mostly free of my rants. Thanks if you didn't unfollow me jdbjkdsbfjkbf

#toasterrambles #i should have checked my follower number before worlds began so i could see if i did lose anyone lmao #nm

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satokoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo :c

#toasterrambles #i am sad #skating

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Someone convince me to do my work please

#toasterrambles #I need to finish this damn bedspread it's taking so long aaaaa

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my dark mode has stopped working thanks tumblr. i now can't read any tags smh

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Sasha I like you but isu why tf is her pcs 3 points higher than satoko when they both had falls??

#Toasterrambles #Skating #Figure skating #Worlds 2021

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i'm so fucking bored

#toasterrambles #if i think too much i'm gonna get anxious but the internet is boring today #i'm so tired but there's just nothing to do i'm going mad

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Orange, Amber, Emerald, Pecan, and Plum

orange: if you could, would you change your eye color? why? to what color, if so?

hmmm I mean if i could change it daily to a random ass colour that’d be cool af and I’m down. If permanently just once I’m pretty fine with my eye colour tho have just remembered I forgot blue eyed people exist the other day and thought they were creepy despite having blue eyes myself...moving on

amber: what's saved as your phone's lockscreen?

My lock screen is a cool photo of my fav band, one ok rock <3

emerald: if you had the option, would you choose to move and live in another country? which one?

yes I would, I hate where I live and rest of my fam have lived abroad and I want to also. As for where, honestly I’m not too fussed there’s loads of places I want to visit and if I liked one enough when an opportunity came up then I would stay. Or just randomly move somewhere, I’d probably do that atp I’m going insane

pecan: shuffle your playlist, what's the first song that comes up?

i have exactly one playlist made which is my I want to cry playlist and the first one from that was To build a home by the cinematic orchestra and from songs saved on my phone the next song on shuffle was the entirity of act 2 of the Phantom of the Opera njsdbfbsdhfbs

plum: a food you've never tried

hmmm there are many I wanna try, first thing that came to mind was tteokbokki

thanks for askinggggg <3

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