#tomorrow i am gonna embark on refamiliarizing myself with the series i do not know death note as well as i know naruto i love it but

[xhatake]

thinking about how light ya.gami reflects the worst in us which makes me rabies

#ooc. #i am making the blog tho i take forever to make blogs / establish new muses #but thinking abt how even without the death note he is still a self-serving person with the ' its ok if i do it for the greater good' compl #because he would have become a detective for the same reason #as L #because he lieks to win #he likes to do what he defines as ' good ' & be good at it #regardless as the context so long as he's held in that light of supreriority #then these parts of him are just amplified tenfold when he's given access to a power that renders him untouchable as far as he is concerned #i will keep thinking about this #i cannot stop #something that is so important tho is that all of this is in reference to his overexaggerated impression of what he's capable of #he becomes so lost in his power that he thinks he's untouchable which is ultimately his downfall #he could of kept doing what he was doing if he didn't get cocky after l's death #it wouldnt have been easy& i have no doubt that near & mello would have taken him down regardless eventually but if he exercised #the same caution he did in his rise to power he could have at least kept the facade up for longer #i have so many thoughts #tomorrow i am gonna embark on refamiliarizing myself with the series i do not know death note as well as i know naruto i love it but #naruto i watch obsessively #the last time i watched the entirety of death note i was deep in a two day acid trip #& i kept rewatching the episode where l died & crying because it was beautiful aesthetically and just a really good climax for the series #in my humble opinion #i am also obsessed with l but i think i would rip my skull in half if i ever tried to write him #love him dont get me wrong & it would be sooo interesting #but his self importance is in a different perspective that is not as easy for me to dip into