#transmascana

[soon-th1n-king]

I will start focusing more on my eating disorder from now on.

food rules:

drink one sip of water for each bite of food

snacks: bone broth, chewing gum, ice cubes. nothing else

And I will also exercise 3 times each week

#marc out #ftmrex #ftmana #transmascana #ricecakeblr #rexxii

[soon-th1n-king]

I tried to fast again yesterday, but I only made it to 12 hours.. I was sleeping for most of them. I'm gonna fast today too. I'm aiming for at least 13 hours, but I hope I can go longer.

#marc out #ftmrex #0rth0 #f4sting #ftmana #transmascana #ricecakeblr #rexxii

[soon-th1n-king]

you know that feeling when you accidentally fast an extra hour :)

#tw ana diary #ftmrex #f4sting #ftmana #0rth0 #marc out #transmascana

[soon-th1n-king]

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I'm 19, I'm a trans guy. (minors can interact, I never talk about anything lewd/sexual here)

€d: 4n4/0rth0, some p1ca tendencies. I do a lot of fasting, walking and exercising. I sometimes post coping tools.

I try to stay away from f4tsp0 and m34nsp0 so if that's a primary part of your blog we probably won't be mutuals.

active April 2024

I'm a member of a system, but my headmates usually don't post here (exceptions are tagged 'not marc' or / angel writes). Posts about plurality + ana are tagged plural4n4

I'm open to buds, send asks or dms or replies any time.

cw 145 lbs

gw1 130 lbs

gw2 (lw) 122 lbs

#transmascana #ftmED #4n4 buds #ftmrex #f4sting #an4tips #safe4na #tw ana diary #marc out #ftmana #0rth0

[soon-th1n-king]

I think this marks the end of my binging era. I literally couldn't make myself get more things than one cookie for lunch. But I am progressing towards a junkorexic era because of Christmas.

#marc out #ftmrex #ftmana #transmascana #rexxii #tw🦋 #tw €d thoughts

[soon-th1n-king]

I'm trying to do two meals today.

#tw ana diary #marc out #ftmrex #transmascana #rexxii #rexielife

[soon-th1n-king]

I did a 14 hour fast on Monday, I wonder if I can top that this week. I've been fasting a lot less since August but I want to start again. I need to become thinner

#tw ana diary #marc out #ftmrex #f4sting #ftmana #f@sting #edftm #transmascana #i will be thinner

[soon-th1n-king]

I was sad because I felt like eating way earlier than planned, but I did actually fast for 20 hours.

#marc out #ftmana #transmascana #f@sting #0rth0 #anaftm

[soon-th1n-king]

i made a cucumber rose petal salad thing

approximately zero cals lol. no ok, maybe 20 idk

#tw ana diary #ana meal #ftmana #ftmrex #ftm ed #transmascana

[soon-th1n-king]

I started feeling really bad, like nauseous and stuff, while walking about so I took like 100 cals worth of chocolate and some water, I hope that helps

#tw ana diary #ftmrex #marc out #transmascana

[soon-th1n-king]

me: "oh I'm gonna be so heavy since I ate"

me: *lw, 59 kg*

almost at my gw!

#tw ana diary #ftmana #ftmrex #transmascana

[soon-th1n-king]

trying to enjoy being outside even though I feel full and gross

#tw €d thoughts #tw ana diary #I 4t3 #ftmana #transmascana #marc out #ftmrex

[soon-th1n-king]

my abs are visible again! they're not that defined but they're there

#b0dych3x #tw ana diary #ftmana #transmascana #0rth0 #marc out

[soon-th1n-king]

the apps I currently use:

Zero - for fasting

home workout - for workouts (has timers and different muscle groups)

Fitbit - for weight and activity tracking (mostly just because I have their watch)

#ftmana #transmascana #ftm ed #ftm f4sting #ftmrex #transmasc ana #0rth0 #f4sting #tw ana diary #marc out

[soon-th1n-king]

me after I sit still for like 40 minutes: "can I go now, can I go, can I leave, can I stand up?".

especially after I've eaten. do not force me to sit still after eating I get so uncomfortable and stressed

#tw ana diary #ftmrex #marc out #ftmana #f4sting #transmascana #ftm ed #4n4rexia #4n4 0rth0 #0rth0 #4n4rexi #rexxii

[soon-th1n-king]

I decided to try tracking and today I have had 505 calories. it's not as bad as I feared, but damn that iced coffee was many calories, 125 cals. at least it was somewhat high in protein.

#tw ana diary #marc out #transmascana #ftmana #ftm ed #ftmrex