#traumatic thing that happened a few years ago but i WONT be getitng into that

[cerealmonster15]

man i feel Extra Off Balance today and i blame it entirely on the fact that i did not sleep well last night and ended up having a Very Bad dream , and last night before goin to bed i was Stewing over my Emotional State in General so that was all just a recipe for disaster i suppose 

#the dream was like................................ super bad #really heavy really scary really triggering for a #traumatic thing that happened a few years ago but i WONT be getitng into that #im just. very tired and cranky and also just kinda wildin i guess #idk my brain is pingpongin #i keep forgetting what im tryin to do #so im just starin at my screen like white noise uuuuhhhh #except it's not white noise it's the HM soundtracks ive got up on youtube #and yknow what im gonna do about it once i finially finish this task today #im gonna play more AA bc apparently my idea of treating my #stressed and unfocused brain is to play a game that requires #a lot of mental focus and causes me a lot of stress l o l #but. but it really sucks me in and i need something to just dive into and ignore #everything else. i want to go be an animated dumbass sweaty lawyer man for a while