#twice so far i was babysitting pb bc i got on when 3+ people were doing raffle

[helicoprinus]

i wish vacationing to another flight didn't come with a 1500g price tag. i'm partially considering switching flights but i don't want to go through the whole deal only to find out i don't like the new one and want to go back but have to wait 6 months And scrounge up *1500* gems on top

(tags of this post veer into a personal vent about my first time being a sheet attendant, just a head's up)

#also i really like the emberglow hearth lair banner. pretty golden trees every time i see my dragons #and i like fire's eyes and primal the best. i have a lot of gray/white/black-range breeding pairs #and the orange colors stand out perfectly #however. i'm in a bit of an I Wanna Help With Dom phase #and i Know earth's got its shit together. i want in on that organizational structure #and i know fire's still getting its footing back and yeah things can't get better without people staying... #eh. idunno. maybe i'm just frustrated this week. have to revisit the idea after a few naps #and maybe it was just a quirk of this week. maybe next push attending will be easier #twice so far i was babysitting pb bc i got on when 3+ people were doing raffle #and then went to update my fund count only to find out i was the only one online at all #no telling how long nobody had been taking raffle dragons. couldve been 5 minutes. couldve been an hour #either way: 0 announcements that people were going offline #and i don't mind doing raffle solo! i mind that people just let it go dead! #this is why we have a bad rep! #*flopping onto the ground* blugh. i just wish there was more effort put into communicating #i'm just very autistic and hate surprises and uncoordinated team work