#ugh whatever i jus. ok goodnight

[explxsiveoutcxst]

((cool that only took me a few heckin DAYS to get around to doing. sleep time now))

#Out of explosions {ooc} #News flash. {update} #i know i know my mental health was shit lately #but i still feel bad for being so late with thread stuff #you people like my writing apparently!! how dare i make you wait!!!! #how selfish to take time to myself #and by that i mean sleep a lot #and be unable to bring myself to write #ahaha.......sad #o well #time to make my mood get worse while lying in bed #and then eventually fall asleep #after the bad thoughts consume my mind again #that sounds oddly poetic tho it's not i'm just depressed #a short burst of happiness til it all comes crashing down again #wish it would last longer before the waves swept me back under #to drown in my negative feelings again #ok that really sounds like a poem. it's not i swear #ugh whatever i jus. ok goodnight