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#uhhghgh gross ew ew nasty. I totally. don’t care that I’m not getting my enrichment
peapod20001
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In my...✨ depression bed ✨ phase <3
#vent
#oho five hours babeeee hungry AND hot AND depressed?? what is this?? my birthday?
#hahaha yeaap. it’s cool it’s cool I’m chillin
#just vibin. head feels. weird. but I don’t entirely know what up with that it could be a few things if I’m being honest lol
#hmmgf when was the last time I just. laid here this often?
#laid? layd? layed?? whatever lol
#hmm I found a fuckin uhh. vent diagram thing that showed BPD ASHD and Autism and their specific traits and overlaps
#is uh. uhm. too close!! like sir!! who gave you!! permission!!!!
#oofy anyways uhmmmmmm. realized that I!! don’t interact with people!! as much as I did when I was younger!!
#like I had my classmates. my friends. my family. the ppl on tumblr and stuff. yknow
#I was talking to someone and shit like!! every day!! for multiple hours!! a day!!!!
#now it’s like. wow boy howdy. what are the chances I y’all for more than an hour with LITERALLY ANYONE today :)
#uhhghgh gross ew ew nasty. I totally. don’t care that I’m not getting my enrichment
#I’ll jus read tags on my art and look through old messages in place of actually. talking to anyone
#mmm. conversations hard. hate talking about myself. don’t know anything besides myself. hate certain topics (but won’t say anything bout it)
#anndd yeaa!! I don’t understand ppl and their motives and why they like me specifically. I put on my best personality for youu
#I’m playing off of you and mirroring how you act so you’ll be ok with me <3 but that’s ok I suppose. I don’t think anyone here is out for my
#guys so I’m doing good at least somewhat lol. ahmm. you ever not care about being something special to someone else. and then they kindaa.
#squash that idea? and in theory you shouldn’t care since you didn’t want it in the first place but. them saying it hits? different? like oou
#oh and question I don’t expect anyone to answer. you ever cried cus. someone aid you were their friend? best friend specifically? idk man
#2 ppl have said I’m their best friend an I had to literally force myself not to get emotional at the first one and then I legitimately cried
#with the second one LMAO like. how ridiculous is that yea? yeah
#it’s. yeah. I’ve called ppl my bffs or whatever before but. it’s different when someone says it to you first ig. before I think they only
#gave me the label out of convenience. not that we weren’t actually friends (at least I hope we were DHHDV) but. idk!! I literally yearned
#for like!! basic shiittt!! I got put in time out like beginning of kindergarten cus I cried over my 1st best friend partnering with a new
#girl instead of me!!! 😭 woof. that was the ONLY time I ever cried in public EVER. didn’t matter how many time I got hurt physically or
#emotionally or how stressed I got or how confused or embarrassed and humiliated I was!! I’m NEVER letting people look at me like I’m stupid
#for caring EVER. AGAIN. woof ok getting off the rails here I was like at least sort of ok when I started writing this but now I’m very much
#NOT lololol so uhhhhhhhhhhh. anyways. let you get back to scrolling or swiping or whatever. I’ll be finnee totally. just. here
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