#unfortunately he doesn't have a glue to keep all my fucking joints in place so I'm always dislocated

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#i trust my chiropractor more than I'll ever trust a dr #the dude cracks my neck like he's abt to kill me but he never does n i respect that #unfortunately he doesn't have a glue to keep all my fucking joints in place so I'm always dislocated #5 minutes of walking to the car i turn my head to make sure i don't crash n boom *poppoppop pop* 'motherfucker really' #he always tells me to come back in a week to put me back in again (and maybe that Would work) but ik my body too much #so i just go every 6 months when things start hurting too much or if I'm injured #why fuck around with physical therapy that doesn't work for my body when i could just instantly get it put back in place #legit i was in p.t for a few months for a dislocated rib n i had no idea if it was working or not. it screwed with my anxiety n kept me in #mixed fluctuations of pain vs non pain which interfered with my job n life #just decided to say fuck it it's gonna keep dislocating after this anyways so i just had the chiro pop it bsck in #i really really really hate being double jointed. or whatever this shit is. my rib (as predicted) pops out once every few months #like. i love my body but also fuck this shit fam #where's the bone glue to glue my bones together. give me a needle n thread i can do a better job than my genes can 😧😧 #not to shit on going to the drs or undervaluing their work. what they do is important and we'd be in a worse state w/o them #but i am shitting on the hospital/drs in the town over. they think their word is god and they have given me no reason to trust them #i used to go to Minnesota to the e.r./drs until iowa passed the thing making it that the state provided insurance no longer covers out of #state things #which fucked me up bc fairmont's hospital has more family history there than the hospital 30 minutes away #they're better to 👀👀🔪 obvi #it's not that i don't like the drs i just like not being judged n threatened by ppl i might know #espec. if they see s/h scars. .. that dr was a fucking asshole. I'd go into detail but I'm already being hit w/ memories of my dad. mayb l8r #anyways yeah I'm posting this #ask to tag