#unless the f/o has a very explicitly mentioned kid in canon (like carlos with esteban or bill with thea)

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Guys genuine question um would it be weird if I designed a fankid but only for theoretical purposes. As in not actually canon to our ship but still there Sometimes. Like an au I guess.

#I mentioned this on cohost where nobody would see it but I'm getting braver now #still I'm posting it at 11pm on purpose. shy still #I think thinking of it as an au is making me feel a little better about it though #I literally don't want fankids in any of my ships bc I don't wanna raise a kid irl and that holds true even in fiction #it's just NOT my thing #unless the f/o has a very explicitly mentioned kid in canon (like carlos with esteban or bill with thea) #in which case that's part of our ship by default and I love them and they are so so special to me ♡ #but like. with anton specifically (who this is about)... a kid doesn't fit into what our ship is to me #but if it's an au then it doesn't actually have to be tied to my selfship. that's something else. it's separate #I just keep imagining anton being a dad (semi-canon but only outside the games word-of-god style) and it makes me fucking sick (gayly) #it's so sweet it's so cute he would be a good dad and he would love it so much #ouwwwaaaaahhh 🥺😭🥺😭 #he deserves his little amy.... #roz posts