#v frustrating bc i've replied to almost everything in my drafts in my head

[byanyan]

the want to reply to everything all at once so much that you overwhelm urself trying to figure out what to reply to first... so u get tired and frustrated and give up before u can do much at all. that's it, that's what i've been dealing with, i finally figured it out

#v frustrating bc i've replied to almost everything in my drafts in my head #but writing it out??? hmmm that takes a lot more work and mental illness don't like that #....once again i realize i still need to get better about replying to what i want in whatever order i want #aksfjhsdsd just thinking to myself as i frustrate myself staring at my drafts #WANTED TO DO MORE TONIGHT but w/e i'm exhausted & indecisive & don't know what i want so #gonna just leave it idfk #it's a hobby it's my blog i shouldn't make myself feel like i need to do stuff when i don't have energy just bc i'm an oc blog & people #will lose interest if i'm slow #the people who matter stick around regardless so who cares!!!!! #ugh. unintentional vent ig. just losing patience with my own brain lmao... #depression's a bitch no surprises there :/ #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ OOC ⋮ DON’T @ ME. #tbd. #negative cw #is this negative?? idk but idk what else to tag so w/e