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waiting for a guy to call you back is such An Experience ™️

#OKAY #so me and FG were SUPPOSED TO HAVE A FACE TO FACE CONVO ABOUT WHAT HE SAID THE LAST TIME (check my last rant post if you dk what im talking #about) ON SUNDAY BUT I RAN OUT THE CAR BC AAAAAA FEELINGS BUT THEN WE WERE SUPPOSE TO MEET TODAY AFTER MY CLASSES BUT HIS BRAKES FOR THE CA #WERE ACTING UP SO HE HAD TO CANCEL BC DUH ITS THE BRAKES THAT CAN CAUSE AN ACCODENT #AND SO WE WERE ON THE PHONE JUST DOING SMALL TALK KINDA DANCING ADOUND THE ACTUAL REASON WHY WE WERE TALKINF #AND THEN HE HAD TO GO BC IG HIS FRINED WAS ON THE OTHER LINE TO HELP HIM WITH HIS CAR SO VALID #AND HE SAID I QUOTE “HOLD UP I’LL CALL YOU BACK’ END QUOTE #4 HOURS AND HELLLLLLLOOOOOOOOO IM STILL WAITING FOR A CALL LIKE ??????????????? #AND THEN AND THEN AND THEN AFTER AN HOUR OF WAITING HE SENDS ME A MEME #ON INSTAGRAM #LIKE MY LIEGE ARE YOU SEARS?! DO YOU WANT ME TO BLOW A FUSE ??????? LIKE IDEK WHAT IS GOING THROUGH HIS HEAD LIKE OMGOODNESS #i’m Calm Cool and Collected ™️ tho yk? like i’m soooooo normal about this guy and my feelings yk? im just in turmoil on the inside #Friendly Giant ™️ #vk overshares in the tags #mutuals my beloved

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I HAVE FEELINGS FOR A BOYMAN

#sooooooooo BASICALLY i haven’t really been as active as normal bc of school and yk taking 5 courses is not for the weak but i am strong in #Jesus Name AMEN!! so this update might seem a bit random but ya we move. sooo this guy isn’t to be confused with pool table guy from october #that guy is cool and all but we only ever talk about anime and he leaves me on delivered a lot sooo on to the next ig but this guy that i #have developed Feels for issssss hmmm well call him Friendly Giant ™️ (FG) bc he’s like taalll (6’1 ish?) and dark skin and cute and all but #like he looks intimidating but then has the softest deepest voice and it’s all like aaaawwwwww #but basically he’s just this big sweet guy and at first i thought we were just friends and all but then yk you kinda can’t beat the Just #Friends allegations when you ft call a girlie up on CHRISTMAS bc she’s trying to figure out how she’s going to cross the boarder BY HERSELF #bc her siblings are of no help AND THEN when said girlie ft calls you the next day yall stay on the phone for 4(!!!) hours and THEN you offe #r to reach her how to drive and you brought her soup when she got her wisdom teeth surgery and when she bought something using your prime u #said she didn’t need to pay you back and when she insisted said FG GUY SAID AND I QUOTE “LET ME TAKE CARE OF YOU FOR ONCE 🤯 #LIKEEEEE #all this while tho i was in fairytale land thinking about how he’s such a great friend and la dee daa bc i didn’t think i was his type and #all that but then i was praying last night and the i was like Holy Spirit do i like this man? and He was like yes and you’re trying to #rationalize your feelings but you like him and he likes you #so nooowwww i’m all like 🙂👍🏾🥳😳😳😳😳😳😳 #YK?????????!!!!!! #but ya that’s the latest update 😚 #i like a guy and he likes me 🥹😶😃👍🏾😳🤯 #mutuals my beloved <3 #vk overshares in the tags

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i like a man and he likes me too 🫣 🤭

#SOOO WE HAD THE CONVERSATION AND OMGOODNESS IT WAS SO 🫠🤭🫣😭🫶🏾🥹😦🥳🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 #he surprised me by just showing up in my parking lot AND I DIDNT EVEN KNOW HIS CAR WAS FIXED LIKE HE DIDNT TELL ME??????!!!!!! SO HE JUST #PULLD UP AFTER TEXTING ME I HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL ME AND I WAD LIKE YA SURE GO FOR IT AND THEN HES LIKE IM OUTSIDE #so when we finally got past alla that he was like when i said you should let me take care of you i meant exactly that and he was all like VK #i seriously actually really REALLY like you and i LITERALLY SCREAMED AND HE WAS LIKE LOL #and then i was like i really like you too AND MIND YOU HE DID THIS WITH EYE CONTACT AND EVERYTHING AND HE MADE ME DO IT WITH EYE CONTACT TOO #LIKE ASHHDJDKFKFKLFLFKKFJFJD #so we said all that and i was like we’re friends but i want to be Good Friends ™️ before we start a Relationship and he wa like ya j don’t #want to force you or hurt you and j want this to be serious and good yk? and i was like ya so we agreed on all of that and ya #so now we’re Friends Who Like Each Other And Know ™️ #mutuals my beloved <3 #vk overshares in the tags #Friendly Giant ™️

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when you meet a Guy and he is 99.9% perfection but the Holy Spirit says no

#i don’t like like guys often (my last crush was high school) so when i do i just 😳 get a lil fluttered #soo when i met this guy the first time i was like o he’s cute and sweet and just easy to talk to and i was like if i allowed myself j could #let myself like him but then i didn’t see him for a while kinda forgot about him one of my friends is close with him so id see him on his i #story a lot this summer and it was like oh ya he’s cute whatever #but last saturday i saw his at this lil party and omgoodness he’s so cute in person #and GUYS!! MUTUALS MY BELOVED 😭🥹🫠🤭😫 HE TAUGHT ME HKW TO PLAY POOL AND HE WAS TOUCHING MY HAND AKSKDKJDKDKFKFJJFJFF #and there was a lot of casual touching and stuff omgoodness and he was buying everyone soda and stuff and he smelt sooo good #and tHEN AT THE END OF THE NIGHT I GAVE HIM MY SNAP #but then i was praying when i got home before bed and was talking to the Holy Spirit and He was like you could have a relationship w/ this #person and everything would be great physically and emotionally but you will suffer spirtiually and then i started thinking about the progr #ss i've made this summer w/ my relationship w/ God and ya it's definitely not worth it i wouldn't trade Jesus for anything or one #soo now i have to kill the streak i have with him on snap bc it's just not wise to be talking back and forth yk? and if God says so i gotta #do it #ig it's hard cause it's nice being liked liking someone who likes you but God knows better than me soooooo pay ya girl listens and has #and i was talking to my friend who knows him better than me and she was like ya he's such a sweet kind funny guy but he doesn't have a rela #ionship w/ God as far as she knows sooo #the strength to withstand 😭 #vk overshares in the tags

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asked him if he’d win a fight against a bear and he said depends

#i find his confidence and mindset so endearing like CLEARLY he’s thought about it before #idk it’s just so cute and adorable like baby boy thinks he can beat a black bear in a fight 😭 #dont get me wrong he’s vv strong and 6’1 ish but like SIR 😭 this is a bear we’re talking about #FG #vk overshares in the tags #friendly giant ™️

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i held a man’s hand today

#this has been in my drafts since the 10th so please forgive me on the late update i’ve been Busy ™️ #it all started on the weekend FG dropped me off at my choir performance for school and i’d been running around all day so i was all 😵‍💫 tryi #to do everything in a timely manner and he was such a big help driving me around everywhere and stuff so sweet 🥰 and as i was outside the #theatre he was handing me something? i can’t even remember rn and he was like you’re going to do great all that good pep talk stuff and as i #was reaching for what he had in his hand i kinda just kept my hand there and he did too but i had to go so i just left and then he picked me #up after and that was that and then on sunday we we hanging out and i just went out and said it bc ya girl is no coward 😤 i said “i wanted #to do something yesterday’ and he said “’ok?’ and i was like i wanted to hold your hand and he asked why didn’t you? ‘bc i was nervy 😣’ and #then after some back and forth small joking he just took my hand and we held them in silence for a bit and i was explaining how im in my #head a lot and i’m really trying to not do that anymore esp with him and he was rubbing 👏🏾 my 👏🏾 hand 👏🏾 with 👏🏾 his 👏🏾 THUMB 👏🏾 #LIKE ANSJDKKFKFKFKLLDJCNCNJDJENNXXJJD #you see normally that makes me reeeallllyyt ticklish but it was so soothing i could’ve fell asleep right then and there i promise you and he #was so gentle with his voice and omgoodness this man #so then i had to go and he was like yk you’re going to have to let go bc there’s no way im letting go 😭😳🙄 LIKE SIR #but ya that’s the latest update 🫣 #mutuals my beloved <3 #vk overshares in the tags #friendly giant ™️ #fg

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i can’t beat the soft girl allegations now

#every time i’m at a function and there are lil sweet chocolate treats i immediately think of FG ™️ and save him some when im going to see hi #later on that day #i did it last monday after choir practice when he came to pick me up and some of the ladies had baked some stuff so i just saved it for him #without thinking and he was all like ☺️☺️🥺🥰😦🤗🫠🫠🫠 sooo i did it today again at a international women’s day lunch at school and ik he’ll be al #🥰🥰🥺😳🫠🫠🫠 😭 #i’m so soft for this man i won’t even pretend otherwise #mutuals my beloved <3 #vk overshares in the tags #friendly giant ™️ #fg

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THIS MAN MADE ME A WEBSITE FOR MY BIRTHDAY 🥹😫😣😳😭🥰

#sooo it’s past my birthday now and FG didn’t get me anything besides a real alt sweet card and a heart shaped box of chocolates which was #nice but he kept insisting that he wasn’t finished making my present just yet so i was like ok cool whatever and i would ask him every once #and a while bc i really thought he was making me like lego flowers bc he likes that type of thing (which is so cute omgoodness idky i love #that sm about him like he likes to build legos 😆😆 so cute!!!) aannnywayyssss he came over the other day to drop off my present so expecting #some box or whatever and he just pulls up with his backpacks but i’m like ok that’s fine it has to be Somewhere right??? and then he pulls #out is laptop and i’m like ookkkaaayy idk where this is going and the. he pulls up the page aND ITS A WEBSITE FOR MY CROCHET BUSINESS AND 🥹🥹 #HE MADE IT FROM SCRATCH WITH CODING AND EVERYTHING BC DUH HES A COMP SCIENTIST AND!!!!!!! #he was like i wanted to make you something that’ll you’ll need and would want as well and i was so shOOketh i was using my soft girl voice #and i was looking at him like 🥺🥺🥺 the whole evening bECAUSE!!!! SIR 😭 YOU HAVE SET THE BAR SKY HIGH and he was all shy (so friggin cute) #“do you like it 👉🏾👈🏾🥺 and i was just looking at him like ☹️😣🥺😧 I LOVE IT!!! #he hasn’t finished it bc he needs my input on some stuff before he continues but it should be done by the summer and he’s like maybe we can #work on it together LIKE BABE SWEETHEART DARLING OFC WE CAN DUUUHHHH #i’m honestly so in awe of this man i can’t even #Friendly Giant ™️ #FG #mutuals my beloved <3 #vk overshares in the tags

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“i would hold your hand even if it was sweaty”

#AJSJJDKDLFLFLFLDLD #soooo my friends surprised me with a sip and paint for my birthday which was so fun and sweet omgoodness i did tell them i didn’t want to #plan my birthday this year so when they did this i was so 😭🫶🏾💗🥹 #soo we just chilled and laughed at each others paintings and drinking wine honestly it was exactly what i wanted just something small and #fun nothing g crazy or loud going out or anything #the caption is what Froendly Giant ™️ said to me on the phone later the night of the party when i was packing for toronto #bc we were at the mall earlier that day as a Distraction bc the sip and paint happened at my house so we were running errands together #and omgoodness the Urge to Hold This Man’s Hand was REAL!!!! but i couldn’t do that sooo i just kept bumping into him the whole time #and so while we were on the phone i was like yk i wanted to hold your hand and he was like why didn’t you and i was like k #i’m shy 🙈 🥺 👉🏾👈🏾 and he was like ya but i wouldn’t have minded i want to hold your hand too #and i was like ya but also my hand would get sweaty bc nervous and he was like i would hold your hand even if they were sweaty #LIKE AGHDHJFKFKJDBRJFNFBFNFJDIEJRJDJJFJD WHO SAYS THAT HES TOO SWEET #excuse me while i go combust #mutuals my beloved <3 #vk overshares in the tags #Friednly Giant ™️

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“i’ve never had a girl write me a letter before”

“yk what? i’m going to frame it fr”

“if anyone asks im going to say someone ✨Special✨ gave this to me”

#G U Y S #OH GOODNESS BE STILL MY HEART SO 👏🏾 #i felt the need to make memory verse cards for FG mainly bc he’s starting to develop a relationship with God and bc i like making stuff for #my friends so i was making them throughout the week and i didn’t really have time to finish them in one go but i was going to finish them #eventually yk? but then saturday came and i was busy with school work and stuff but then the Holy Spirit was like finish these tonight so i #stayed up to finish them for him in order to give them to him at church so i finished 🥳 then i gave them to him after church and GUYS THIS #MAN OMGOODNESS HE WAS LOOKING AT ME LIKE 🥺🥺🥺“you made this for me?’ and i was like ya 😅🥹 and then when he got home to read the letter (bc i #told him he can’t read it in front of me bc i can’t handle all that rn) he was like no one had ever done anything like this for me and it #means sm to him and how he can’t wait to get me something for my birthday #and this morning he sent me a snap from work of how he’d put up the cards in his cubicle and how he thinks my handwriting is nice and he was #like you wrote my name 🥺😁 bc i wrote affirmations for him to say with the verses #so ya #mutuals my beloved <3 #vk overshares in the tags #Friendly Giant ™️ #FG #vk swoons in the tags and irl

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he saves the snaps i send of my face!!!!

#this man is so sweet a literally simp and i’m KICKING MY FEET LIKE A SCHOOL GIRL GIGGLING #i saw him today and his eyes got all soft and instead of that one arm side hug he did the full body hug which is so 🥹🥰🥰 like oh be still my #heart #and he’s so adorable like he’s always making eye contact and i notice he just likes to be near me and just standing next to me and he SMELLS #SO CLENA #AND AND ASHSHFJFKFKLFLDLSLDKKDKD #mutuals my beloved <3 #vk overshares in the tags #FG #Friendly Giant ™️

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alexa play daydreaming by aretha franklin on repeat for the rest of the day

#SIIGGHHHHHHH #this is literally me swooning and literally being genuine friends with the man i like ssoooo muuchhhhh #like he’s all “let me pick you up’’ and ‘don’t worry about it i got it’ and ‘who thinks your gorgeous? ME’ #‘when can i see you’ and ‘i don’t want you to ever be uncomfortable’ ‘i don’t want to force you’ ‘i will never hurt you VK’ #*silently listening and nodding then responding according to EACHA ND EVERY POINT #and the soft eye contact and the way he’ll be like ‘nah don’t worry about that don’t even think like that i’m not like that 100%’ #LIKE SIR!!!! #i’m just going to keep making posts about his man til kingdom come he’s so sweet oh be still my heart #mutuals my beloved <3 #vk overshares in the tags #Friendly Giant ™️ #FG

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this man sent me a list of the reasons he likes me AND THEN PROCEEDED TO FT ME SO HE COULD SEE MY FACE AND SAY THE WHOLE LIST AGAIN😭😭😩😳😳🫣🫣🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🥰

(i sent my own list of paragraphs as well and i just know im In For It bc this man takes notesssss (like i told him how i like his face smile hair basically saying he’s handsome and he was like ya im fs smiling more like 😭😩🫣😳 CAN I BREATH))

#clean up in aisle 5 BC I HAVE MELTED OMGOODNESS THIS MAN #like he called me and i was like ok fine i’ll just cover my face the whole time and then he was like *in his deep voice* nah that can’t do i #need to see your full face when i say all this LIKE ???!!!!!!!! #then HE PROCEEDED TO TELL ME WHY HE LIKED ME ALSKDKFKKFKFKFKKDKDKDKD I COULDNT LOOK AT HIM THE WHOLE TIME LIKE OMGOODNESS I WAS SMILING SM #so that was a couple nights ago then again before i went to bed last night we were texting then he EXPANDED on why he liked me and was like #“i like how soft your voice sounds when you talk to me it’s like im in a trace’ LIKE OMGOODNESSS JDJDJDJDJSKJSJSJDNENENNEND #AND THEN AND THEN #he was all like ‘i like that you don’t just like me bc i have a car a nice place and money but like you genuinely See Me ™️ and you make me #feel special which just shows me how special you are’ 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #HES SO SWEET AND SAPOY OMGOODNESS I WAS LIKE 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 TJE WHOLE TIME BC I MAKE YOU FEEL SPECIAL?! #he’s so sweet omgoodness i want to hold his hand and make Significant Eye Contact with him but that’s a lot rn #so ya i’ve gone ahead and liked a huge sappy man and im just here enjoying the ride of it all #this wil probably be the highlight of my week 🥰🥰🥰🥰 #mutuals my beloved <3 #vk overshares in the tags #Friendly Giant ™️ #FG

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*talking about this cafe near his workplace and how good it is*

“maybe i’ll take you there one day 🙃”

“ya id like that 🫣 but in due time”

#LITERALLY BLUSHING LIKE OMGOODNESS #WHEN I OPENED THE MESSAGE I WAS LIKE WOAH 😳 #OPEN BLANTANT FLIRTING LIKE OMGOODNESS 🥰😩😳😳😳🫢🫨🫨🤯🤯🤯 #if you can’t tell this has never happened to me so that’s why i am shooketh #mutuals my beloved <3 #vk overshares in the tags #Friendly Giant ™️

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we’ve been texting back and forth for the whole week 🙈☺️😳🥰

#I LITERALLY FEEL LIKE THIS EMOJI RIGHT HERE 🥰🥰🥰 #LIKE SWOOooOoOooOoOoNnNnIinNnnhgGGgGgGg #he’s so sweet and listens to me rant about stuff and today i was like oh sorry was that too much.m bc he had t answered the chat and he was #like “nah don’t apologize it’s how you feel and i like how you respond it’s very insightful #LIKE SIR OMGOODNESS STAWP 😳 #AND THEN HE WAS LIKE “wow you’re really good at writing and all that stuff’ #like jajsjdjsjJjKKAKSKDKDJJFJFJFJFJJFJFJJFJFJFJFJF #guys i giggle kick my feet like a school girl when i text him #AND THEN WHEN I WAS LIKE OH SOME PPL HAVE SAID I SOUND LIKE AN ESSAY WHEN I TALK WHICH IG ISNT IDEAL FOR THEM BC WHY WOULDNT YOU WANT TO #SOUND WDUCATED AND SMART 💁🏾‍♀️ #and he was like AND I QUOTE ‘not me. those ppl are lame anyways’ like SIR I COULD TEAR UP STTOOOOPPPPPPP #guys the butterflies are BUTTERFLYING 😭 #mutuals my beloved <3 #Friendly Giant ™️ #vk overshares in the tags

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what do you suppose it means when you want a long endless hug from a very specific person? 🤔 (asking for a friend 😃🫣😶)

#some pictures from my various trips from ohio back to windsor then toronto 😪 #very exhausting but still happy i got to see family and spend time with them #i want a hug from this Guy and i’m sure it’s as friends???? idk mehn i’m bad at this whole Adult Romance stuff #mutuals my beloved <3 #vk overshares in the tags