#was turning on my cousins daughters toys. elmo slide woke me up which was fun

[bhalspawn]

hey fun fact! wheelchair accessible means i can get inside on my own. if i need a team of at least 3 people to make sure i dont break my neck it's not accessible

#also shout out to the sleeping arrangements: i was on an air mattress on the dining room floor #just a reminder i dont fucking have legs. so that was fun #they were going to put me in the guest house which is downhill. an unpaved uneven hill #if someone had let me go accidentally i wouldve gone straight into the lake #if i HAD gone down (again with a team of at least 3 people. at night. when everyones been drinking.) i wouldve been stuck alone bc it poured #rain from like. midnight on Christmas eve on #so the first night i was on an air mattress and it sunk down during the night so my legs were directly on the hardwood #and they hurt so bad all day! so i had to sleep on the couch in the living room. which meant i had to wait for everyone else to go to bed #and i got like. 5 hrs of a sleep bc everyone was up till 3 and i was woken up at 8am bc my shitty uncle (unrelated to this he's just an ass) #was turning on my cousins daughters toys. elmo slide woke me up which was fun #AND its not like there wasnt a bed downstairs. i found out the master bedroom is downstairs as i got on the air mattress #i dont think its selfish to be upset that they didnt offer. they made me sleep on the dining room floor. #and i was like. 15 feet away from them and they didnt bother lowering their voices which i get #i mean it was christmas eve and i went to bed early bc i hadnt slept well the day before but #they also had the tv on super loud and just. i would be less annoyed if there wasnt a bed i couldve had. instead of. again. a hardwood floor #i mean. fucks sake #wytxt