#we care about the shitty little minutia that is important but so abstractly connected as to be virtually unrelated

[transmechanicus]

Bitch this shit does not fucking goddamn cohere i swear to god!!!!!!!

#my stuff #aiy am sooooo mad at my research lab rn they are going in like 5 semi-aborted directions at once #ooh we need to do this ooh we need to do this #lemme put u on this project but also if this other one works no one will care abt your results bc the other will be Way Easier #also i know i told u this project is abt drug discovery but actually we don't care about that stage of the process #we care about the shitty little minutia that is important but so abstractly connected as to be virtually unrelated #like ummm if im trying to find a way to inhibit a protein why in fuck do i care if something binds to it while its chopped up into 5 peps?? #that's missing all the secondary structure and complexes it forms that are arguably vital for function?! #binch?? #hough im working so hard trying to understand all this shit i need time i need more fucking time i need everyone out of my ass please pleas #i just wanna pass my classes and get to summer so i can focus on doing lab properly and stabbing myself full of HRT