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#we know it’s a bug we know his parents were entemologists we KNOW
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Can you believe that the 2nd most important person to the story BARELY had ANY screen time of his blackout. WE SAW HIS BLACKOUT 3 WHOLE TIMES. NOT ENOUGH FOR ME TO DISSECT HIS GAY TRAUMATIZED BRAIN!
#pacing around the room crawling on all fours admiring the yellow wallpaper
#we know it’s a bug we know his parents were entemologists we KNOW
#that his parents jobs uprooted him from a young age and never had him learn social skills we KNOW that the job in south america
#cost them their lives and caused Takayama to become what he is and we KNOW that certain bugs can fly and
#that bugs are misunderstood. most people see bugs and freak out and you have to be patient and learn to like them
#Takayamas blackouts always take up space and are ‘unsightly’ or mutated in some way
#they’re impulsive and headstrong and lean with force and logic not heart
#one of the bugs chanted ‘kill’ like it was the only word it knew. all Takayama ever did was fight and kill the trauma inside of him
#and NEVER addressed it. kill the emotions kill the trauma kill the guilt
#the second blackout was a mosquito a creature that takes blood and can cause malaria
#the eyes VERY IMPORTANT were the same eye rings as to which seraphs get
#tosses everything on the floor and madly trying to scramble up a connection
#anyways. Takayama has done everything he could intentionally or not to kill anything human within him. he doesn’t know what hes doing or
#who or what he is and it’s scary. he fails to save people over and over and he thinks he’s unsalvagable.
#the real reason he reached out to the bird club was because he was lonely. so crushingly lonely. he can fight and kick the trauma
#all he wants but at the end of the day hes the same kid he was the day his parents died and he became a seraphim
#and maybe that’s why the third blackout is when he was about to finally meet eva. she is the only proof that he is real
#eva is the only proof that takayama was once a kid. the only reminder
#eva and Takayama’s relationship is weird but to me it I would say to Takayama Eva is like a mother to him
#and eva used him from the start.
#idk Takayama makes me lose my mind. have u ever considered how takayama
#views himself as a bug. and the fact that bugs have never bothered karasuma
#karasuma knows what Takayama is like but Karasuma has seen all of Takayama and still loves him
#anyways how are YOU guys I wrote this while in horrible stomach pain.
#birdmen
#takayama sou
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