#we shall keep digging and do some basic checkups

[bibmob]

So the sudden lack in art after the promise that I'd update more actually has a reason (Which I will now share, because I want to) - I had exams as well as sudden aches and pains in my abdomen that caused me to go into several prolonged anxiety streaks, and wonderings if I would die the next day or perhaps week and thus be absolutely useless for most of the day (as you can see there are quite a few things wrong with my head already).

And today after an ultrasound I have been told, I have... kidney stones.

Not the problem I was expecting, but a problem I can deal with.

#the one and only time when I will quote a tiktok #still #as i already have a history with stomach pains #we shall keep digging and do some basic checkups #just to see if everything is alright #man i overreact #but as i would very much like to keep living #i think that's somewhat justified #i'm glad so far aside from this things seem to be fine #i don't want to jinx it #so knock on wood #man i wish we didn't have to die #mortality is sth i just can't seem to deal with #sorry for being grim but this is my vent space and vent I shall