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#well see how i do today with a ton of socializing. itll b fine. im normal i can b normal
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#focus who? i dont kno her
#its so bad. i csnt focus at all. and ive got way too much to do. take me back to last week where i spent hours reading papers
#annoying. also possibly lack of sleep cstching up with me
#do u ever get very little sleep and not miss it at all? yea bitch all the time. then i get depressed and its sleepy time
#and by sleepy time i mean i get like 8hrs of sleep lol
#maybe ill just do nothing and completely fuck over my sunday lol
#maybe i should go run up thr mountain rn before im stuck in a car for 2 hrs
#bc im getting spikes of being insane. unfortunately i have no emotional object permanence so when i feel crazy its like
#ive always felt like this ans its terrible forever. and then immediately afterward im like lol wot? nah im fine. ive always been fine
#shout out to mood swings ✌️ like bro im trying to get materials together so i can teach a class. can u shut the fuck up? and focus?
#well see how i do today with a ton of socializing. itll b fine. im normal i can b normal
#or i can b endearing quirky. or whatever i usually i am. i dont think i have conversations like a normal person but i cant tell bc im not
#there for conversations im not in. whatever everyone else has conversations in a way thats boring. i just wanna grill ppl til i understand
#how they work. and then feel like im gonna die if im in a group conversation 🙃 let me study thr ppl around me
#bc im very normal. god. i promise irl im not that weird. ppl think im nice and cool and successful
#ok maybe not cool. but i think i can get away with being interesting. i got at least a lil charisma. im only a bit horribly awkward ;-]
#but i try to own it. wtf was i saying. jesus. i cant with my brain rn. i shoulf have gone for a run this morning
#being social just makes me anxious so im babbling i guess. but itll b fun. and itll b pretty im sure
#maybe ill try to draw my ocs while im not paying attention. ive neglected them for so long 😭
#unrelated
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