#what do u like from jo malone babe !!!! IM CURIOUS !!!!!!

[kyunsies]

hello mädchen dearest <3 how are you?

no need to apologise ever - i hope you've had a wonderful week since your last message!

how is your cold now? i hope it has almost completely gone now. is your mom okay? please send my love over to her. i hope she is getting better now!

my sleep is still a bit crappy ngl, i would love a whole month off! but i guess most of us would want a month off too haha XD your mom sounds kind of incredible? we sound like we've had similar paths in life when it comes to education and stuff :/ my mom isn't a single mom but she's done so much for me i feel the same. like i'm sure she'd be proud of me if I didn't do anything big in life but I want to do my best for her as well. idk i know i should feel like i owe her but i do?

i totally get what you were saying about what you feel like deserve. idk about you but sometimes i end up getting or reminding myself of what i deserve from others? like i shouldn't because like, self love and all, but i guess that's just to do with what we've been though, right? but also, reminder to you that you are worth so so much! you do loads for people and people love you so much, so please feel like you deserve things.

thank you thank you re agency. these people do seem a lot nicer. tbh it was actually really unpleasant with the previous people: it wasn't even that i was ill and i had to say sorry but more that i got so ill i had to miss a rehearsal, like i couldn't even walk and such and the execs ended up basically saying really horrible things to me afterwards and just kind of gaslighting me like how i'd cost them millions and ah, it was really awful. i kind of wish i hadn't apologised? like i do worry for people that might work with/for them and face the same treatment. but thank youu <3 i'm happy it brings you joy :D and i'm glad you can get happiness from your job too - or at least can bring you happiness through the things you can get <3 <3

it is sunny as i type!! i think we are getting a bit more summer weather now. LINEN IS NATURE'S BEST ahh :D I hate how it crinkles but I just LOVE wearing it. yay you are tiny! i am tiny too - how tall are you? I feel you though. I was trying on tops the other way and anything that is too low I just can't wear at all? like there's a difference between showing off a bit and being like... i could not just wear a shirt if it looks like this lol XD my dilemma is finding jeans that fit me at the moment because for the life of me i can't find my size anywhere and it's just a bit annoying but it's fine. YAY!! I'm glad you got to wear that bikini to your aunt's - you deserve to feel super confident! what was the last perfume you bought? do you like fruit smells or like sweet things or...?

I was listening to blue moon against recently - it feels a million years since trespass, i can't believe that time has passed so quick for MX. did you like their acoustic performance of secrets? i think i'm in love with it - i just want them to release a whole acoustic album now!

HELLO TO YOUR MOM! it's nice you can share everything about that with her! i don't think my mom understands tumblr like, in any shape or form lol XD you guys sound so so so super close! it makes me so happy to know i can talk to you too and share whatever :D. have the best weekend! i love you lots and lots and lots. take care and

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HELLO LOVE !!!!!!! sorry again for taking so long to reply ;____; i know u understand that importance of a quality response tho bubbie so thank u for always being patient with me <3

I AM HAPPY TO SAY MY COLD IS FINALLY GONE FOR GOOD <3 it was probably one of the longest colds i've had in a long time UGH ... i'm so happy that i can go to sleep without my nose being clogged and my throat being dry hhh thank u for asking angel !!!!

GOD a whole month sounds great doesn't it?? i feel like i wouldn't go back to work tho HHHH even summer break between uni years, i like that it's like 3/4 months but at the same time when we get back into it i feel very overwhelmed HHSDLFJ :') but oh my gosh we kind of have the same situation going on huh? it's funny bc like, when u live with just your mom for so long and she's the only one taking care of you, when you're younger at least you're just like yeah she's doing her motherly duties but when you're older you truly realize how much mothers, esp single mom's do for their child .......... i couldn't imagine doing everything she did ;___; but at the same time, when u have a child of your own i guess you would do anything for them right? i feel like we owe it to our moms to do the best we can in life for them <3

and about what i said in the last response about how i feel towards myself LKDFJ it's nothing that i really pay attention to i guess ;____; i don't really know if it's that "catholic guilt" that i grew up on my whole entire life but like, most times i feel it's unnecessary to ... put myself in high regard?? i know that sounds silly but i think it's really hard to have self love, even for ppl who preach about it !!! honestly ,,,,, i don't even know if most ppl are confident in saying that they have self love ..... even with old age and you've got thru all of these experiences good or bad, i don't think self love, true self love is attainable LDSKFJ that sounds really pessimistic and terrible but that's how i look at this !! i think we are able to achieve contentment for sure !!! u can be happy with your situation and your friends, family, children, lover ...... but does contentment mean self love?? i don't know ;___;

OKAY BUT ALSO SCREW THAT LAST AGENCY FOR REAL ;____; who are they the freaking executives to say that about you to your face ?????????? WHEN U WERE ILL …….. absolutely uncalled for i home someone steals all of their toilet paper when they need to take a massive shit <3 hhhhh excuse my french <3 but also KDJDK yeah bubbie the job is okay !!!!! just a few more weeks until i have to go back to uni ….. 😭

is it still sunny by you hun? it’s really nice over here, we just had a week of rain so it’s nice that the sun is leaking thru 💖 ALSO SKDNKD YOURE TINY LIKE ME 🥰 TINY SQUAD !!! i am only 4’11” lol everyone towers over me, even my not so tall friends !!! i am easily the smallest of my friend group :’) and YES i was able to wear the bathing suit and feel comfortable !!!! i just want to wear clothes that make me feel confident and comfortable IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR ;___; and omg jeans are so hard to find …. eps boyfriend jeans bc you don’t want it to look like your drowning in fabric but at the same time i don’t like skinny jeans all that much bc they don’t hold their shape :/ OH and the last jo malone perfume i bought was honeysuckle and davana i am literally on my last spritzers of it 🥺🥺 i tend to go for fresh/citrus scents but the honeysuckle was really gorgeous, it’s a nice everyday scent i think !!!

OMGGGGGG BLUE MOON is literally one of my top 5 songs from them …… can i believe they came out with that masterpiece in their DEBUT ALBUM …… i want them to do like that lofi garage jazz sound again 😭😭😭 that’s my style i love love love blue moon 💘💞💖💕💕💗💓 !!!!! AND THE MOTHER FREAKING LIVE ACOUSTIC PERFORMANCE FOR SECRETS SKDJDJJDD !!!!!! incredible , it JINKI the band did SUCH a good job and mx sounded AMAZING like always <3

lastly KDJKD I WILL ABSOLUELY SAY HI TO HER FOR U <3 she feels much better so i’m happy 🥺 and yeah she knows almost all of my moots and if not by name, by country they’re from HHHH <3 we are really close T_T !!!!! i hope you had a really good week hun again sorry i got back to you so late :( i know you understand tho !!!! i love u to the moon and back babe 💓💕💖💞💘💗💓💕💖💞💘💗

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