#what if im fakign

[littlebabycrybtch]

honestly no more tip toeing i feel like outright saying ‘if you think accusing total strangers of faking disorders without 100% solid evidence (ACTUAL CONFIRMED EVIDENCE, NOT YOUR STUPID FEELINGS OR HUNCHES) is literally Ever excusable or beneficial for anyone at all, stay the fuck away from me’ cuz yall this is getting fucking Ridiculous. you arent doctors, you’re full stop perpetuating ableism by encouraging the idea that you can ‘tell’ if someone is disabled or not just by looking, and in turn by acting like all disabled ppl are the exact same and experience it the same exact way. sit down with your tiktok phd ass lmfao u cant keep going off of 20 second videos ppl take of themselves and deciding ‘yes this is an accurate depiction of their entire daily lives that i can make deeply personal assumptions off of’. its . literally almost mind numbing how stupid it all is.... your ideas of mental illness are not educated they are literally just restrictive and club-mentality which is why you’re So eager to gatekeep, YOU are the ones looking at it like an elite membership rather than a community to help you. the distrust of other mentally ill ppl is cruelty, not woke or helpful, and definitely not smart. its literally so fuckign stupid my dudes. and whats worse is its doing 10x more damage than the issue ur getting all up in arms abt lmfao srsly the intruder alert act has been done over and over by So many communities and has been proven to be the worst and most detrimental stance nearly every time. stop focusing on keeping ‘~the wrong ppl~’ out and focus on how to make whats inside Thrive. fr the reason theres an influx of abled ppl accusing others of faking is bc OYU LITERALLY WONT STOP THROWING YOUR OWN GROUPS UNDER THE BUS AND STARTING THIS SHIT... YOU LITERALLY WONT STOP ACCUSSING PPL OF FAKIGN FOR BEING ‘TOO STEREOTYPICAL’, ‘NOT STEREOTYPICAL ENOUGH’, ‘TOO SELF VICTIMIZING’, ‘TOO OKAY WITH THEIR DISORDER’, ITS ....... SO........ STUPID LIKE I....... OH MY GOD shut UP already you fuckin dumbass you are making shit so much harder for everybody it literally makes me see red. ‘fake disorder cringe’ oh my god im going to give Every disorder faker therapy and NONE for you bc THATS the only explanation i can think of as to why you are acting like a territorial rabid fox over the idea of ppl getting help when theres a chance thye may not need it, but literally zero way for you to prove it. like literally i cant even Fathom this thought process and how backwards it is

#tw ableism

[peacockbutch]

ive been struggling recently because ive seen a few people stop identifying as butch, and i have a hard time separating myself from others. because i see everyone else as “more real” than me, it feels like, if it was just a phase to them, how could i think it would be real for me. its hard to escape the constant feeling like im fakign everything i do

but i need to remind myself tht these feelings come and go, and allow myself to do what feels genuine and makes me happy, moment to moment. and in these moments i know exactly who i am and where my soul calls me. i do not need to look to anyone else for permission to be who i am.

#things you need to know #it is slow but i am getting stronger i am learnign how to trust myself #its a process and thats okay. one stomp at a time.