#where i dlnt have an identity at all

[nyat-okay]

Eat whatever I give you

Drink whatever I give you

Wear whatever I give you

Do whatever I tell you to.

I own you, I control you, and there’s never a chance you could run from that.

#WOOWWWW I SOUND LIKE MY YOUNGER EDGY SELD SO SORRY #im having #those problems ahain #where i dlnt have an identity at all #i just beling to someone else #im not me #if i could describe myseld id just say ‘im theirs’ #and thats all i am #thtey decide what i do #what i say #how i live #its going to be like that and it wont change.ever #ever mot ever it wont chnage. im too scared to say anything becausw #theyll get mad #im supposes to be the one who doesnt care #whos sick and tired with everyones bullshit. or whatnot #of course im known for bein a lil off #but im still supposes to act a certain way. #thats the way they want me to be #they. want me to be perfect #j cant #i cant #the only perfect i dream of is when i get a chance at reclaiming who i am #lol