#whether you expose it purposefully or its a childish curiosity...

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tracing hearts around michiru...she makes me so unbelievably sad

#imagine finally finally being given recognition for your research #and the opportunities to fully explore it regardless of ethical standards because of how closely your work is in line with weaponry #but every day you're reminded that as far as the world knows or cares - you're dead. #& it shouldn't bother you because you truly only ever did this to help advance humanity's ability to recover from otherwise fatal accidents #you didn't want or need the fame. but now you wonder if it really will be used for normal people or if it's only going to be #a healing the organization uses to draw more people into their grasp. into relying on them #and you've seen firsthand what they do to people who don't prove their worth. you've seen them gone within the day. out of commission. #executed. #you've experienced the intense pressure to abide to it. you've seen the results of emiri's breaking point #and her desperation to revive people. no matter the cost. her bitter alliance with asunaro as they promised her the opportunity to fully #pursue this. and maybe. just maybe. she'd get her husband back. as they promised in return for Her. #she was the primary driving force and quickly impressed gashu but she was so angry and upset and shallow and scary #and you've heard from a friend - an 'assassin' - that he has accepted he will be executed soon for his lack of work #and how he wishes he could apologize to the child who was murdered by her own parent - kai's aid. #who was there to finish the job if he couldn't #and the horrible fact that if michiru ever returned to her family or gave them a signal she was alive...they'd be killed just as violently #any string of asunaro's truth is to be cut. no matter the situation #whether you expose it purposefully or its a childish curiosity... #augh.. #jestersvaguely #yttdposting #character death #fictional child death