#which centres around the artists complex relationship with her mum who she relates to a spider

[glitterslag]

it's mother wound szn

#weird things are happening #friday night one minute I'm cooking dinner next im in tears thinking about the shit with my mam.. standard friday eve whatever. we move #saturday my friend asks me if i wanna go to see the mother and the weaver exhib #which centres around the artists complex relationship with her mum who she relates to a spider #it makes me feel fucked up and weird #we go for dinner then part ways and im feeling odd and i pass Curzon so i decide to go watch fremont to cheer myself up #did no research thought it was a sweet quirky romcom abt a fortune cookie writer with jeremy allen white #well. dont get me wrong it was so wonderful highly recommend. but i left that screening feeling FUCKING TERRIBLE and incredibly lonely #anyways. i decide im gonna have a bubble bath when i get home. THERES A BIG OLD SPIDER IN THE BATH. BONJOUR MAMAN #and i save it instead of kill it because thats mummy #flash forward to this morning I'm making my coffee #my flatmate. UNPROVOKED. asks me: hey lucy whats your relationship with your mum like? #LIKE #THATS A VIO #anyways my therapist will be hearing about this #what a wild weekend #dear diary