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#why can't I just be approached by some wealthy 65 year old woman who is nonsensically infatuated with my art for no
icewindandboringhorror
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a quite simple outfit, trying to use the little blue and white apron thing (which is actually a dress I think, that I just leave un-buttoned in the back and added an apron-like tie to lol)
#self
#mori kei
#jfashion
#NOT really but like.. it's.. adjacent I guess.. forgive me .. I may try using tags again though I kind of got out of the habit ghhj
#I need to be... Seen to some degree. I want to start selling clothes and sculptures again to recoup the costs of having to euthanize my cat
#and stuff . but that won't be very successful if I have like.. 15 people to sell to lol...
#the eternal Hermit Conflict where you hate attention and Being Percieved in general yet in todays capitalist society it is nearly
#a necessity to have some form of social network or media presence especially in creative fields. etc. etc. ... kicking screaming wailing
#sobbing so on and so forth.. tearfully punching the cold mossy stone walls of my evil wizard tower...
#I was also thinking of maybe opening a few sculpture commission slots and maybe Tumblr Blazing that post or something
#but.. again.... sobbing crying interacting with the general public oughhf ouuch -500 HP
#why can't I just be approached by some wealthy 65 year old woman who is nonsensically infatuated with my art for no
#reason and gives me like $10.000 a week for food and art supplies and etc. and I can go fuck off into a cabin in the middle of nowhere
#in the uk and just be left alone to work on my projects without even needing to build any form of connections or social presence because I'
#already set for life and can just get funding and connections whenever lol.. WHICH not to be ungrateful like obviously I still appreciate
#anyone who follows and interacts with my posts. I dont mean it in a 'grrr fuck all of you imbeciles I wish I could delete my blog!!!' or
#whatever hhjkjk.. I just mean it more in a like.. I am very socially inept and my mental illness gives me severe social issues so any situ
#tion where I'm expected to self promote or network or interact with others generally is nightmarish and stressful for many many reasons
#and if I could somehow skip that part and just go straight to being a famous author or somethin.. that would be cool. Which I know EVERYONE
#hates networking and stuff but I mean like.. on a level most people could not possibly comprehend.. I am not just an 'introvert'. I am like
#doctors declare me incapable of functioning in general society very poor mental health prognosis probably should have a caretaker at
#some point type Hermit lol.. ANYWAY ghbhj... alas.. I also feel weird about the sculptures in terms of what to charge for them
#and always have which is part of why I stopped selling them. If I charged a fair even like $15 an hour many of them would be like
#close to $150+. and nobody is going to pay that for a decoration. that doesn't even factor in like.. supplies or time spent communicating/s
#etching the concept (if a commission) etc. etc. I thought it'd be better to just auction them then and let people pay what they want inst
#d of a set price but etsy doesnt allow auctions and is it weird to just.. link people to an Art Ebay or something lol..
#AAAANYWAY.. the outfit.. I still love these shoes. they're nice and a little Older Style looking. always into pastel florals too lol
#(everything is thrifted as usual. excited about the shirt because it's so puffy! it was in the halloween section though ghjhj.. like when i
#s october and they make the special aisle in goodwill for 'Costume' clothes even though theyre all just normal stuff I would wear ghg)
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